FRUSTRATION

Today is super busy day at sch..We need to clear up everything before the orientation day..Btw, i can lose weight if i keep on doing those works because i have to climb up and down the staircase...hiaks hiaks..Well, im an assistant teacher there..So, the main teacher is Tr. Betty. Hmm...honestly, i dun like to work together with her..You know why i say so? This is just because im a new temporary teacher there and i just dunno anything. So i just asking her. Then, been "bombed" by her..sighs! Also, the things in the cupboard are fucking a lot..She asking me to arrange the thing properly. So, i do according to her instruction. What makes me feel quite frustrated is she keep on asking to find some space to put the things that she take from the office..There's no more space for those things again since the cupboard are quite small. Ok, leave that apart. I dont want that matter to ruin my emotion because i have to stick with her for half a year time..Just swallow it on my own then..After that, i clear up the worksheets from the board..Then, i swept and mop the floor..Then, its time to go home..Well, the works are not finished yet and we have to continue it after the orientation day. I think we can finish it by today..but then, my sis keep on rushing me to go home..and Tr. Betty are being nice to me in front of my sis [i guess???].. She allowed me to go home even though i do the work half way..Of course i clear up my work first before went off..I dunno why she have to be like...It doesn't matter for me if she being nice to me o not..hehe~ I hope time flies faster than this year.. =b

Oh ya, I've met Phoebe. She working there as a temporary teacher. I greet her and she took a few seconds to greet me back because i think she cant recognize me?? haha~ I've saw her oledi in the staff room while we having meeting with the head. I thought i see wrong person so i wouldn't bother much about that..Then, i go to get the t-shirt for temporary teacher, den i take a close look on her den finally, i know its her, so i greet her.. =b I didnt know she will work there...haha~

My life at the school wont be any better if im work together with her... *Pray hard to get a better life*

I'll suffer with my job soon..

Xmas Day~

There's nothing much happening on Xmas Day. I spent my time at Boulevard Hyper Mart. The road are jammed. After a few rounds turning here and there, finally, there's a parking space. Then, we went in. Wow, its very crowded. So many people inside there. What to do..its new, it just opened few days ago..People so "sakai" what..Never saw the "largest" shopping complex in Kuching. haha! Same to me as well.. There's nothing inside there..Just a few of branded shop opened. So many friends saw me..but i didnt saw anyone of my friends there..They just came and called me..Some say i didn't heard they calling me..hehe! What to do..so many ppl and very noisy some more..

Other than that, I went to the clothing department..Quite a few schmates working there..they came to greet me. Btw, there are quite a few nice dresses for Voir's brand. But it quite costly. A dress can cost u up to Rm 100+ (for non-member only). I think there got discount only for those who have boulevard membership card. I wanted to buy it tho..Then, we go round round the whole shopping complex. Its crowded on every floor..Then, we round round on the groceries department..I saw clown there..hehe! I'm still a kid ba..see clown of course so excited la..haha! The groceries not much cheaper compare to other groceries shops in Kuching..Some are just a few cents cheaper..We didnt bought anything though because need to queue up in a long line..I think they short-handed of workers especially cashiers..I see so many counters are empty...After that, we go home with empty hand..hehe!

Quite tired after have a long walk at Boulevard. Went home, rest and online awhile. Then, get ready for Christmas Mass at St. Joe. The mass started at 5.30pm and end around 6.45pm. After the mass ended, we going to the Father Albert and wish him..I've met a friend, Anne, that lost contact for ages. We are from same school and attended Sunday Class together..Then, we went home and had our simple Christmas dinner..

That's all for Christmas Day 2007


Boxing Day (26/12),

A day which we going to open up all the gift that given by friends and relatives..When im still a small kid, I dunno what's this day mean..Everyone say it's Boxing Day today..hmm~ i was blur that moment. Over all, it's raining for the whole day and was at home doing my assignment that given by the teacher at Rhema Kindergarten. I was rushing it and keep on thinking how to decor it. Then, i draw some flowers, tulips, and mushroom..And also butterflies and birds..the theme of my decoration is a garden look decor..Actually not really like a garden tho..hehe~ Just a very very simple decoration..After all done, I'm very impressed with my own work and satisfied with it. But the main thing is whether the teacher like it o not. I didn't take any pic of the decoration and also didnt think of posting it up..hmm~ i think i should post it up? Nvm~ not gonna post it up here..hiaks hiaks.. Anyways, Boxing Day is the day which im very busy finishing my work.. Nothing much happening on this day..


Today (27/12),

Today is my first working day. Actually it is not..Just go to the school for a briefing only..Woke up at 7.30am and get ready to work..Well, i got stomachache before go to work. Then, i ask my sis, "Can i go to the toilet awhile?", then she replies "aiyer..go to school's toilet la..", den i said ok..I think this sickness come to me again after one and a half year break..haha! After that, go for the briefing..I think this job is quite hard and can say it challenging? Especially the children's safety?? We need to recognize their parents and so on..Scared there will have kidnap cases happening? Well, we must aware about this..If not, big trouble will come out. I scared i cant handle the things around, especially the kids..I'm a lagging person. I cant get the informations on the spot..I need someone to explain to me further..BUt who can help me about this?? Everyone busying with their own works oledi...hmm~ Other than that, there's an orientation day on the 2rd Jan 2008, that is on Tuesday. My duty on that morning is greeting the parents..Adui~~~~~ *BIG HEADACHE* Well, just go with the flow..hehe~

Anyways, PMR's result release today. My sis got 5As and 3Bs. Her result was not bad after all..100% better than mine..haha~ Shame on me!!! Everyone was happy of it..I'm still congrats her..hiaks hiaks..Nothing to update this moment..So, wait for the next update, ya =)


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XMAS EVE 2007

Xmas Eve~

Now its 3.00am and i cant sleep. So i came to update my blog. We had a party on Xmas Eve. Well, let's start from early in the afternoon..I woke up around 11.30am. Then, without having breakfast and lunch, i go to clean up my room, the living room and master room. I just drank two glasses of water that time. After that, i eat fried rice and curry chicken around 4+pm. Then, continue to do the cleaning. After that, decorating the Christmas tree again. Then, i took my shower to get ready for the party.

All relatives and friends are arrived at 7+pm. Then, the party's started. Well, the menu for the party are curry chicken, fried rice, sweet and sour chicken, ka chiang ma, grilled chicken, fried sausages, fried bee hoon and satay. Actually got lamb shoulder in the menu. But then, my mom didnt took it out from the freezer since there's alot of foods oledi. After that, chit-chatting with my friends. They all so noisy. haha! I hope they had fun during this Xmas Eve. Around 9pm, we had a exchange gift session in my room. Yup! They all hang out in my room instead of living room. Then, Yi Foong left around 9.30pm because she got another party to attend. Then, we go for second round again. They said they wan to eat agar-agar, so we go to dining room to eat for second round. After that, clean up, den sent my friends home. Actually we plan to go to mcd to eat Cornetto McFlurry tonight. But then, seems like we're too full oledi, den we just cancel our plan. Save the plan for next time then..Went back home around 11+pm. Then, i eat for the third round with my sis...Oh no!!! Im getting fat soon..btw, im losing 1kg oledi..but then, after the third round, sure will gain 1 kg back..SIGHSSS!!!

All of my friends said the foods for tonight are very yummylicious especially my dad's fried rice and mom's sweet and sour chicken and curry chicken as well..Thumbs up for dad's, mom's and sis's cooking..Anyways, Merry Christmas to my family and friends. Also, those who read up my blog..hehe~ May God Bless You All.

Hugs~ for you guys as a gift of Xmas...Teehee~

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Clubbing night..

Last night (21st December 2007),

After had a walk at the park, Ching Siang called me asking me wanna go to VA, Merdeka Palace or not. I straight away say Yes. She asked me to wear prettier on last night. At that time, im gonna drive my sis to buy dinner because mom din cook for dinner. So, i told Ching Siang that i might be late a little bit. Then, i reach home at 7.30pm. So, i immediately took my shower and dressed up nicely. I wore dress last night. Everyone wore shirt and jeans. I'm d only one wearing dress..hehe! They came at 8.20pm i guess..den i was searching my sis's high heels. Wondering where she put it..den i asked her where's the heels..den she said under the sofa. Adui~

We reached Merdeka Palace at 8.30pm. Last night is ladies night. So, free drinks for all the ladies from 7pm till 9pm. But we had to pay rm 10 for entrance fee. When we went in, its so crowded with Bidayuh or Iban's girls. There's only a few Chinese girls there. The place is full of smokes. Of course, our body are smelly too. Then, we get our free drinks. I dunno what drinks did Foong's gave me. It mixed with cola one. I only had a glass of alcoholic drinks den the second glass is orange juice. haha! I know how to control myself when im clubbing. I neither drink too much nor smoking. Pia and Foong drank 3 glasses and their face are red. Pia blur oledi..Pia and Mary trying to smoke and asking Foong to teach them. Then, they influencing Ching Siang to smoke. Although they trying to influence me, i just say NO to them. hehe! Yi Foong very understand me and she's controlling herself not to influence me. I'm very conscious on that time because i didnt drink too much. hiaks! hiaks! Yi foong and Pia went for a dance and got very "high" that time..After that, we left that place. We went to lobby to take some pictures. After that, we went to Senso, Hilton for second round.

Yi Foong went to withdrawn money at Public Bank before headed off to Hilton. We reach there around 9 almost 10pm. Oh well, the place is so classy, very comfortable. It's not like any other pub outside the town. It's has a good ambience. All the alcoholic drinks there are in a reasonable price except for the bottle alcoholics. I've ordered Pina Colada. The taste is just like pineapple juice. Very nice and d'lish. We'd ordered different alcoholics, so that we can try it. Btw, they serve us free finger foods eh. We took lotsa pictures there. I cant post up the pictures now because the pictures are still at my friend there. Then, Eileen and Jia Wen joined us. They're abit late. Yi Foong asked for bills. It's RM 94 over all. Then, they planned to go to Soho for 3rd round. I cant join them because it's late oledi.

Yi foong sent me home first before headed off to Soho. I reached home around 12.20am. Know what, the gate is locked. I dunno who's the hell lock the gate. Mayb is my dad i guess. My sis told me that daddy is waiting me. Oh gosh, how come my dad suddenly wait me? Most of the time, my parents usually sleep earlier and didnt wait me although im going out at nite. Usually, when i went home quite late, they all already in dreamland. Then, my sis told me that daddy just went to sleep just awhile before i reached home. Oh luckily..if not, he sure will sense that my body got smokes smell. I scared that he will angry at me because everytime when i go out at nite, i sure will go home late one. I know he angry me at heart. hmm~ Next time, i have to control myself not to go home late. If not, he will banned me from going out with friends next time. I cant sleep in because i keep on thinking "will he complains to mom and mom will scold me?" or "is he going to lecture my friends and so on?" or "is he going to banned me from going out with them anymore?" Oh gosh, i scared that will happened to me. I'm felt guilty that time when my sis told me daddy is waiting for me to come home..hmm..i will control myself not to go home late next time..Most late is 11pm because usually Yi foong sent me home around that time. hehe!


*Today, (22nd December 2007),*

I woke up late, erm around 12+ pm. It's noon time d..Actually today is my outing day with my classmates. But then, i sms-ed my friend that i cant go out with them last nite. Mom sure dun allowed me to go out today because i just went out with friends last nite. So i canceled it lo. Actually i plan to go to hilton to make an order of cheesecake as a Xmas gift for my family. They didnt know about it yet except my eldest sis. So, i have to fulfill my promise and I'll go to order it later or tomorrow. Teehee~ My mom and sisters sure will tease me on that.

Oh ya, my friends said im slimmer than before. I felt happy when they said it. haha~ But then, i didnt felt that i've become slimmer. Anyways, thanks for their compliments. hehe~

I'll stop here then. More updates soon for Xmas Eve and Xmas day. Also, New Year Eve too! Maybe i dun have any outing for New Year Eve and Day. Sighs!

B O R E D O M ~

It's been two weeks after the exam ended. Boredom killed me on holidays. Nothing much to do at home besides online, watching tv, clean up the house. How bored it is..Everyday doing the same thing. Mom dun let me go out too often. I dunno why also. I just out for 2 consecutive days. She already start nag at me. I thought we should enjoy life after finished exam?

On this holidays, i plan to go for a diet and lose weight. But then, i keep on craving for foods, especially junk foods. Sighs! Im gaining weight right now. Oh no, i dowan to become a fat pig like before. Im going to start my diet plan soon. If not, i cant buy any pretty clothes on cny.

At this moment, i had an empty mind again. I dunno what to update in my blog..I'll update soon..

Tata~

End of STPM

After today (4th December 2007), im not a greenian anymore.. today is my last exam and sat for geography paper 2. After the clock struck 5.00pm, im felt so excited and relief because no more books, no more attending classes, no more wearing sch uniform, no more nagging by the teachers and the list goes on..Actually i wanna go home and sleep until the earth turn upside down one..but then, my friend invited me to go out and relax and celebrating the end of STPM. I have lotsa fun with my friends just now. I can be myself and didnt care what other ppl think about. I say out whatever i want and no need to see ppl's face..Tonite, we went for dinner at 4 1/2th miles, after that went to malay village opposite waterfront. This is my first time going there at nite. Not bad though..Lotsa gerai there and quite crowded with malay ppl. Some are dating, some are fishing, some having supper and so on. My friend ask me to naik sampan but i dun dare..Got phobia on it..hehe~ After that, we went to hilton's toilet..and took some pictures in there..hiaks hiaks. We bought a cheesecake at hilton. Aiyo, i feel like wanna buy all the cakes and chocolates..it looks so yummylicious but it too expensive lo. Wait till i earn money first, den i will try all the desserts there..haha~ WAIT!!! I will find a rich guy and spend his money there..wahaha! Just kidding only ler..im not this type of girl. But who knows, now im not, mayb in future? haha~ Then went home cut the cake and gave some to my friend. Actually the cake we share money buy one. My friend pay it first. But then, she dowan to accept my money. I dunno whats the reason though. I felt so paiseh leh~ hmm...anyways, when i got my first salary, im gonna treat them a dinner. hehe~ I promise!!!

When i leave the sch, i felt so reluctantly. What has happened in sch will turn into memories. Our life will not be same after leaving the sch. There's no more chit-chatting in class like usual, no need to rush to do history notes thats always caused me to have nightmare every nite [haha], and the list go on. I miss those day we become so childish at sch playing "JADI". There's no harm being childish once in a while right? hehe~ Actually being more childish makes us more happier rather than being so serious in everything we do, right? And it makes us look younger each day? haha~ After leaving the schooling life, our life will going up to another level that might be more challenging? aint it? Till now, i dunno what im going to do in life. I dun have any plans for my future yet. I still dunno what im interested at. I didnt achieve anything since i was born. How shame is it..one word describe it --> FAILURE!!!

In this STPM examination, i always pray that hoping i can do all the questions papers and everything going smoothly each day. I know, God has answered my prayer. Thank God. Ya~ i got sick before two days STPM start. It quite suffering that time and i dun even can do my revision. The only things i can do is resting. That time, I felt like i cant do well in this examination and i will get a bad result. But i didnt give up anyway. I try to study even though im quite weak that time. Mom was so worried about me. I felt so guilty about it. I guess that time is the most suffering time because all of my family members got sick. I didnt telling lies. It's true! I know mom worried that i cant do well on exam, so mom ask sis to go to church and pray. Mom, Thanks alot for what u've done to me. You have shower us with ur love and care. Even though, you always nag at me and scold me for not doing house chores, somehow this is the way to show ur love and care? But then, i always do things that make u angry, angrying you without any reason, disobeying ur words and so on. I felt guilty every time after doing such things towards you. I'm sorry, Mom.. I only can say those words here in blogspot because i dun have to courage to face it infront of her. Oh well, i feel like crying right now.

Anyways, i hope i can get a better result in STPM. This is the only way to makes her happy? I will pray hard for a better result. Besides that, i will pray for my family as well.
Xmas is around the corner. My favourite season..I hope for more fun and enjoyable Xmas Day. I feel so excited and happy when it comes to Xmas. Oh well, i have time to updating my blog on this long long holiday..end here now..toodles =b

STPM - 6 more days to go

STPM is getting nearer and nearer. About 6 more days? Oh no~ I'm so scared, felt desperately, and so on. I have tons of books i need to read up especially history. Oh no~ I've spent about 6hrs of reading just only 2 chapters. sighs~! My reading process is very very slow. Just like tortoise? LoL! Anyways, i have to spend few more hours to read up the book before i sleep later. If not, i will feel more guilty? =.= I dont expect much to get a good result on history paper. Just hope God will let me pass this paper. at least a C for this paper? *pray hard* I know God will always give me support and helps and always stay beside me to protect and look after me. I will try my very best for this examination. See, im trying my best to do my revision for few hrs. I know thats not enough and i started doing revision on last minute, but at least im trying? better than not, rite?

My Auntie and cousins and nephew from Miri coming tomoro. Feel excited? happy? hmm..just so-so. Hehe! Mom asked us to clean the room. Actually i dont feel like cleaning it because im rushing to do my revision? ahha..not that, just being lazy to do house chores recently due to STPM coming soon. Im not the one who clean the room, my sis does it..i just help arrange all the books and ready to throw it away. And also, clean the bookshelf. hehe! I know, i know! It's full of dust and very dirty because i didnt clean it for months? haha..shame to say it out =X Im one of the lazy girl in the family. what to do! haha~ Always act like didnt see the dust and so on. Just because i didnt want to clean it..haha~ Mom always nag at us about it..haha~ we just pretend deaf. hehe! After clean the bookshelf, i do my revision on history subject. spent like 2 1/2 hrs for it and read one whole chapter. Just simply read through. After reading, watch tv and had my dinner and start to read again at 8pm until 11pm. adui~~ Actually i can continue reading one..my sis lo..so annoying saying that she wan to use the pc and ask me go away..grr~ then when i sat on the sofa and wanna start to read again, the tv keep on calling me. grr! very kek tiok one..After finish watching tv, the pc called me again..adui~~ den stuck in this blog page and start blogging. See, so many things attract me and caused me cant studying..Thats make me dont feel like studying. Gonna start studying le..if not, i will feel more guilty wasting time on blogging again. LOL!

missing him is a sin~

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Desperate

Everyone doing their revision now. And im still hanging here to blog something..hmm~! no hope for me liao..all gonna get good result and i will get the bad result. what to do! Well, i didnt put so much hope in this examination..Know why, because i dowan to get much disappointment. What if you work so hard and u didnt get what's u want in return. Disappointed rite? Anyways, i still will do my revision la although i didnt like it so much. hehe!

Today, i woke up around 8.15am and i had tuition class at 9am. I overslept because i sleep at 3.30am just because i'm doing some revision. It's because i didnt do revision whole day yesterday, so i had to do some revision on midnite to avoid the guilty feeling. hehe! I reach sch at 9.15am. When i reach the class, wow! lotsa students. I tot the tuition class is purposely for U6A2. Who knows, the students from U6A1 also come..Then, my friend at the back call me to sit beside him. Luckily got seat for me..Then, crap with Khairul & Fadhullah for awhile. Aiyo, the two of them really crap alot..and make me laugh alot. Then, the class started at 10am due to some LCD problem. After that, i went to darling's house and stay until 12.45pm. I went home around 1+pm den had my lunch. After lunch, suddenly period come. adui~~~ no wonder i go to the toilet twice to do business in the morning. After lunch, i took a nap awhile. Not enough sleep ler..When i woke up, i feel so uncomfortable. My whole body was quite sore. This is what will happen to me when period come. Not so easy to become a girl/woman, rite? LOL..every months have to suffer with the pain for a week or more..

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Recently, I missing someone so badly. He make me smile, make me laugh out loud, and he made up my day. I love hanging out with him. But, too bad, he's not belongs to me. This make me feel so badly day by day. I just can see him with another girl from far. I know, i cant do all such things. This is just a waste of time, rite? So, i just can treat him as my friend.. hmm..feel so desperate right now.


*I miss him so badly* =(

Hari Raya 2007

Third day of Hari Raya. I went for visiting with a bunch of friends yesterday. We've met up at CS's house around 9am. First, we went to Khairul's house. Then, we went to visit from one house to another house..i mean friend's and teacher's house.. Khairul have been a nice guy because he drive us for the whole day. if not him, we wont be able to go visiting anymore..hehe! Anyways, thanks to him.. After visiting, he sent us home and yet, my house at Tabuan here..so far! and he still agree to sent me home safely.. Anyways, i had so much fun yesterday..hehe! I guess this would be our first and da last visiting with a bunch of friends. Because, after STPM, we will separate and go to our own path. *sad* I wish the time will stop at this moment. but my wish will never come true..hmm..

Err..

First post of d month.
Lastnite, i went to Isabella Cafe at 4½th miles with a bunch of friends for a drinks. My friend [Pia] invited me on last minute and i told her i have to ask my mom about it first. At first, my mom dun allowed me to go. But then, i have to flatter her awhile, den at last, she let me to go. She warned me not to come home late. Then i said i'll go home b4 11pm. But then, i reach home at 11.20pm. Fortunately, she didnt nag at me..hehe~! I went out at around 7.55pm and go fetch my friends at rubber road and green road area. Then reach Isabella Cafe around 8.30pm like that. The others oledi waiting inside and playing cards.

I've ordered a drink named Jasmine Tea. The drinks there sux but has good ambience. The place is quite comfortable and can makes you fall asleep there. Lol! But still, i wont recommend this place because it not worth my money although the foods and beverages are quite cheap. If the foods and beverages are not nice, what for we waste our money there, right? btw, the foods there quite nice, just the drinks only..eww! suckss! Ching Siang, Mary and Pia ordered french fries and i just ate a lil bit nia..Pia ordered "Ke Le Ping", i dunno the name in english. hehe! It quite nice la. Pia feed me. Aww! So nice..haha!

After that, we playing cards. Actually, we're gambling..hiaks hiaks. Gonna call police to catch them [included me =S]. Last nite, i'm quite lucky. Win alot! and i din even spend any cents for my drink. My drink cost me Rm3, thats mean i won rm 3 and extra 10cents. haha~ So lucky, right? =D That nite, we didnt took any pictures so no pictures will be posted out because we're busy gambling. We went off at 10.45pm and i sent my friends home again. On the way back home, i use civic centre route and there's an event holding on. And there's lotsa cars parked at road side. I tot it would be traffic jam and so on and scared that i'll reach home late and kena nag by mom. Fortunately, no traffic jam. What pissed me off is those stupid and uneducated malay ppl riding their motorcycles and honning ppl..SO STUPID!!! This is because they didnt eat pork, thats y they getting stupid day by day..haha!

I reach home at 11.20pm. Then, my youngest sis using the pc to play games. So, i do my history essay first because i have to hand in on monday. Half way doing, my sis din use it nymore, so i use it. Chatted with may, dearie Foong and Pia. Talk with Pia on the mic and asking me how to upload pictures on Friendster. After that, she asking how come her name on her profile appeared as Pia Hui..den i teased and laughed at her..haha! Then, i teached her how to change it..Well, i can teach ppl how to use the friendster since im quite pro in it oledi because i've used it for yrs d..haha~ After awhile, i went to do my essay awhile. After that, went to dreamland. Before sleeping, i got headache. Then, suddenly raining..everytime b4 raining, i will get headache. After raining, den my sickness cured. Then, i finally sleep in..

Oh ya, Wish my sis a happy 23rd blessed birthday~!!! And happy 19th Birthday to me in advance~ =P

That's all. Toodles~ =P

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

It's been awhile i didnt updating my blog due to my laziness. hiaks! hiaks! Today is National Day. Financial Club has organised a visit to SCV [Sarawak Cultural Village]. So, early in the morning, around 7+am, i had my breakfast with a bunch of friends at green road b4 we met up the rest of the schmates at sch. We ate laksa this morning and we so fear that we gonna get stomachache on our journey to SCV. We finished our breakfast den we headed to sch around 8am. Then, we start our journey to SCV at 8.40am. Actually is 8.30am one but got two schmates late to sch..they tot the journey start at 9am. Lol! Know what, IT'S RAINING!!! Grrr!! We reach there around 9+am and it rain quite heavily. aduh~ Then, we waited for a few mins to entering the SCV. We have to pay the entrance fees and get the sticker b4 we went in. We wore sch uniform to SCV, so we only have to pay rm 5 if not wrong. If not, we have to pay rm60 per person for adult and rm30 for kids [6-12yrs]. So expensive, right? But, it's fun if u go with a bunch of friends.

After paid the entrance fees, we waited awhile infront of the souvenir shop. After that, we make a visit to the ethnics houses. We took lotsa pictures there..i like to play with the swing ^^

There's still lotsa pictures i didnt post up because the pictures is still at my friend's hp. Gonna post it up on next week. i had lotsa fun during this trip and i've make friends with those lower six students. We can easily communicate with each other because both of us are chinese. hehe~ i dont mean that i cant make friend with other races..but its very easy to make friend with same races, right? =P

Around 11.30am, there's a performance at the showroom. The show ended around 1pm. After that, we actually manage to go to Damai Lagoon but it closed for renovation. Sighs! Then we dowan to go to Camp Permai because we have to pay the entrance fee. So we just headed off back to town lor *dissapointed* We reach sch around 2+ pm. The weather is quite hot and i got headache because i kena the rain and the bus driver drive recklessly and i got a bit dizzy after that. Went home, took my shower and straight away took a nap until 6pm i think..i went to the toilet and wash my face.. after that, mom ask me to cut the mango and put it into the refrigerator.

At nite, mom invited my grandma, uncle & auntie over my home to have dinner just to celebrate my sis and my birthday. Actually, my birthday is on the 19th and sis on the 2nd, so mom make it earlier lor...and we celebrate together. But, i have my own plan on my birthday..hiaks hiaks.. Tonite's dinner, i had lamb shoulder & sausages, tom yam prawn, curry chicken, ka chang ma & cantonese mee. After having dinner, we have cut cake ceremony. Pictures below..cut cake ceremony

blowing off the candlesbeing vain infront of the camera ^^



That's all for now. Toodles~

Boredom

My holiday for a week started today..It might be damn boring or enjoyable for me..This holiday suppose for me to do revision because the mock exam is on the 2nd week of September..Yet, my birthday is on the 19th September..What the hell? I always cant celebrate my birthday because it owez on exam time..sighs~! But still, i wanna celebrate it with my friends this year..I dun care whether it on exam o not..I hope my friends would celebrate it with me that time..I've plan to celebrate my bday at Ah Tao's Seafood Restaurant. But i might be changing my plan to there if there's only a few of my friends accompany me..Thats mean some of my friends would prefer study at home rather than celebrating my big day..It would ok for me because i wont force them to go if they dun even wanna go..

Today, my mood not going so smoothly..not so cheerful as usual..Im getting bored and desperate of my school life now..i dunno why also. Dont feel like going to sch until the actual day of examination. And some of the teachers are finished their syllabus oledi and since then, we only do more exercises and past year questions..How bored it is huh? I prefer study at home rather than going to school wasting my time for nothing..But, at home, cant guarantee i will do my revision la..hehe! This morning, as usual, first two periods is having geography 1. After that, me and CS was sharing about our recent life because there's something in our heart that we need to share with each other. After that, we felt so relieved! Then, we back to our class and they are playing cards. So, me and CS going to the toilet and back to the class again. After that, me and CS sat at the back and we view some pics at CS's hp and listen to some tvbs theme songs. After recess time, its our turn to play cards and i dun have the mood to play but i still play la because not enough player. We play until 10.35am den we went for geography 2. We just lepak around because we dun have any class to use and teacher not coming to teach also..what a boring day..Sch end at 11.45am and waited for my car until 12.15pm. It's a hot weather btw.

Went home, den straight away wash my hand and took one piece of chocolate. Was waiting for my sis to cook lunch..After lunch, go pang sai den after that, took a nap until 6 o'clock. Then took my shower, wipe the plates and cut the fruits [kiwi & mangoes]. Then, had my dinner and online till now..I was plan to do my homeworks but felt so lazy..Mayb later i'll do it.


-Sign out-
8.56pm

Holiday is coming~

After exam week, that is this week, is damn boring..most of the teacher no teaching and we just hanging around and chit-chat with friends and gambling as well..We even took pictures in the class..that time was after geography 1 period. Me and CS was took some "disgusting" pictures until my friends view it wanna vomit..haha~ Thats was two days ago. The pics i've posted in friendster oledi so no need to post it here..hehe~!

Today, Im so dissatisfied with my sejarah paper 2. I've got really low mark and this make me so dissapointed...sighs~! Nvm la..just progressive test only [trying to persuading myself]. But as if it is mock or stpm exam ler? how how? rather jump down from the building and end up my life..haha..im not stupid to end my life now..If i cant do well in this, i still have another way to go..My future wont stop there as if i've fail my examination..I still wanna struggle for my future. If no future, i will ended up standing at the supermarket from morning till night and just get only a very low salary..I can feel the suffers when i think of it.. Ppl work in the office from 9 - 5 and get a very high salary. If compare to each other, hmm...the salegirls at the supermarket are more suffer than the office workers..Back to the topic! After history period, there's no teacher came in until 5th period..Then my friends them wanna gamble so i joined in..hehe! One or two round like that, i have to stop awhile just to visit the toilet because stomachache..Today's lucky not good o..lose money ar..sien sien..den i dowan to become 'zhuang jia' liao..So ask Yang Tiang to take over my place..hehe..den i win back..can cover up my debts. Hehe!

After back from sch, i had my lunch. After lunch, i had some snacks..I think i have eating disorder ler...i still can eat alot altho im oledi so full..Oh no...how would this happen on me..i will become fatso in no time...huhu~! I've got think of losing weight in this coming holidays ler..i hope can lose 2kg in one week time..thats will satisfied me..After that, i took a nap at 3-6.30pm..den took my shower den iron my uniform and watch tv..what a boring life..I think my life getting worst in this coming holidays..will bored to death..sighs~~~Luckily, its only one week..But, how about after STPM? I have few months to honeymoon at home leh..adui~~Im not gonna stay at home that time..i will find a part job and earn some money la..cannot waste my time just sitting at home without nthg...In this world, there is a phrase, that is "no money, no talk" and "time is gold"..

Ok la..thats all..hehe~! Toodless~

Tired + Sick + No mood to study =(

Exam is around d corner and yet im sicked..Got flu + sore throat + coughing abit..adui~ damn tiring ler..Owez got sicked when almost exam time..Luckily this time is only progressive exam nia..If STPM, die oledi..surely get straight F one.. I'm quite ok oledi after taken medicine compare to last nite. I din even take my dinner last nite and breakfast this morning. I dun have the appetite ler when im sick.. Hopefully can lose some weight ler..hiaks hiaks~ Just now, mom asked me whether wanna follow them to go Food Fair Festival or not..den i said im not going because sick ppl where got mood to go there..and also, sick ppl always look ugly one..look pale and tiring..I said i'll be going there next week..Lol~ with my friends. That's it for now..no mood blogging tho..toodles~ =P

Tagged by DreamyBubble [Shu Ling]

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
~ Yea!! Two yrs ago mayb when i was chatting in MIRC with those STUPID CHATTERS!!!!

2. Do you prefer “sensitive guys”or “tough guys”?
~ Sensitive guys? better get out of my way..I'll choose tough guy..hehe

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
~ Dark kua because my parents don't like blonded guy..They think blonded guy look like ah beng or sua teng ka..keke~

4. Are you currently single?
~ I stay single since i was born..hiaks hiaks!

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
The thing i regret the most is i didnt do well in exam..=(

6. Do you have a best friend?
~ I have lotsa close friendss

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
~ I want to be a successful girl and earn lotsa money..

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
~ One of my friend..I'm trying to hug her but she felt gelik...Lol

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
~ Heart broken? hmm..never happen on me yet~

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
~ Lol..after i watched 200 Pound Beauty, i will never ever thought of plastic surgery..

11. Do you like your life?
~ Erm..quite ok at this moment

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
~ Nope

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
~ haha..never happen on me yet..

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
~ hmm..I think no?

15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
~ Girls

16. How long have you had friendster?
~ Since 2004

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
~ Lol..Yup.. but depends on who deserve the lies i said..

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
~ Hmm..mayb

19. Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
~ Yup..my youngest sis..cruel, rite?

20. What is one of your biggest fears?
~ Sickness..When im fall sick, i cant be able to do anything perfectly

21. Have you ever skipped a class?
~ This yr never yet..but i will be skip monday class because have to study at home..

22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
~ Nope

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
~ Yea..

24. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
~ Nope..

25. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
~ Haha..mayb no..once he/she cheat on me, i wont be fully trust them anymore..but i still put abit trust on them la..

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
~ Yeap!

27. Do you ever wish you were famous?
~ Never thought of it..

28. Do u ever wish u were a guy?
~ Yea..when im think of how suffering of a pregnancy women is and also when period come..

29.Do you think women smell nice in perfume?
~ Depends on what type of perfume she bought

30.Tag 5 people
~ Yvonne
~ Phoebe
~ Melanie (She had been so long didnt updating her blog since she futhering her studies to UUM)
~ NONE
~ NONE

My Heart's Desire = The inner me

Yvonne, you want to be of service to the world. Your deepest satisfaction comes from knowing that you have advanced the cause of humanity.

Your ideals are of the highest order. You are a perfectionist. You strive to make the world a utopia; to make each person's lot in life better; to become perfect yourself. One of your challenges in life is to strive toward your lofty goals and at the same time recognize the good you are doing.

You like and are fascinated by people from all walks of life. Human nature is a lifelong study for you. You are highly intuitive, but not an especially good judge of character. You are a bit naive, as well, thinking perhaps that all people have the same values as you.

You dream of having the resources to immediately relieve the suffering of others, whether it is economic, physical, or psychological.

You are gifted with a good mind and a great deal of wisdom, which makes you a natural teacher, counselor, or healer.

As much as you desire to be of service to others, you also crave fame and the approval of the masses. Much of the energy you expend in life is directed toward putting yourself before an audience, most often as a salesperson whose product provides some social good; as a philanthropist; or an artist.

Yvonne, you are attracted to the arts as a vocation, especially as an actor, photographer, or writer. But whatever your profession, any involvement in the arts, even as a hobby, will provide you with a deep and lasting satisfaction.

Secretly, you dream of having a big impact on the world. Others may see this as egotism, especially when you are still young. But your concern for others is genuine. You must apply yourself in this direction in order to become psychologically whole and personally satisfied.

Your vision is on the crowds of people, which can cause you to overlook the needs of those closest to you. You need personal love as well, but have a tendency to put your needs in the background. Still, you are a loving person, and only need to be reminded to direct and demonstrate that love to those nearby. If, however, you are focused exclusively on the masses, people will perceive you as distant and a bit aloof.

You are emotional, and sensitive. You can also be moody and critical. You have high expectations for yourself and others. This can cause you much anger when your expectations are unfulfilled. One of your most important life lessons is to forgive.

Because you are striving hard to attain high ideals, you may think of yourself as superior to others. Arrogance is a trap many 9s fall into. The danger is that arrogance cuts you off from the thing you love the most: people.

Yvonne, your happiness and contentment are therefore highly dependent on the ease with which you are able to serve and influence mankind.

It is the paradox of your Heart's Desire that you receive by giving. Both your material success and spiritual satisfaction are made possible through service and sacrifice to others.

My Expression

Yvonne, you are optimistic, inspiring, outgoing, and expressive. People see you as cheerful, positive and charming; your personality has a certain bounce and verve that so powerfully affects others that you can inspire people without effort.

All of this upward energy is a symptom of your tremendous creativity. Your verbal skills may well lead you into the fields of writing, comedy, theater, and music.

Yours is the number of self-expression -- rich in imagination and spirit. But you have to be careful not to scatter your talents. Your bane is that you often lack discipline and order in your life. Avoid becoming a "happy- go-lucky" spendthrift, escaping responsibility and commitment. You must learn to concentrate and focus.

These are the keys to your success. You have great potential in the arts and areas that requires creative solutions to problems. You are able to perform leaps of imagination, providing unconventional ideas as if they suddenly descended from above. Hard work and focus, however, are the foundation for a successful future.

Though you possess great verbal skills, your mind tends to see life as pictures rather than in words. Yet, you have the ability to think abstractly.

Creativity is a sensitive faculty that is often suppressed in childhood. If you lack the confidence to pursue your ideas, you may divert your abilities into a scattering of trivial pursuits.

To overcome this problem, you must make a choice. Yvonne, you have to limit your field of vision and the number of activities you engage in, and bundle your energies into a single thrust. Focus your life; choose the area that you love the most, and commit. There, you will find success. And a great deal of happiness.

Love, romance, and money are within your reach. You are aided by your friends and admirers. Often people appear out of nowhere to help you in key situations. Yvonne, you have to learn to accept the involvement of others in your life. You are not a loner, nor are you particularly independent. You are social -- you need an audience and the support of others to fully realize your abilities.

On the down-side, you can be superficial, moody, and intolerant. You are emotional and sensitive, sometimes presuming criticism where none was intended. You can also be jealous and gossipy. Beware of becoming cynical and sarcastic. These traits can suppress your natural creativity.

Be goal-oriented. This is a practical, step-by-step approach to your larger ambitions. You possess the natural abilities to attain a high degree of excellence.

My Life Path

Yvonne, you are the philanthropist, humanitarian, socially conscious, and are deeply concerned about the state of the world. You have great compassion and idealism. You are a utopian, and will spend your life trying to realize some aspect of your utopian dream, sacrificing money, time, and energy for a better world. It is in giving that you will find much satisfaction.

You have a broad outlook on life. You tend to see the big picture, rather than the minute details. You naturally attract people from all walks of life who can fit into your larger plans and take over the areas you find uninteresting. The person with a 9 Life Path is rarely prejudiced or accepts social biases of people. Instead, they valuate people on the basis of what they can do for the larger cause. They are the true egalitarian.

Yvonne, you are imaginative and creative, especially at harmoniously arranging the beauty already potential in the environment. These abilities can lead you into such fields as interior decorating, landscape art, and photography. But because of your strong social consciousness, you can be an effective politician, lawyer, judge, minister, teacher, healer, and environmentalist. Vocations that require self- sacrifice and have a clear social impact are common among 9s.

You are often disappointed by the realities of life: the shortcomings of others, or of yourself. Somehow, you don't want to accept the imperfections of the world, a feeling that drives you constantly to try to improve upon it. But rather than be satisfied with your efforts, and those of others, you relentlessly push on, striving for greater accomplishments. You are often unsatisfied with the results. In short, you lack the perspective that would otherwise make it possible for you to enjoy life more fully, and accept its natural limitations.

You have a controlled enthusiasm and the ability to finish what you start.

A key to your personality is the necessity of sacrifice. You have to learn to let go of material possessions and relationships, the inherent lesson being that holding on too tightly to anything causes pain.

Money comes to you through mysterious or unexpected ways: inheritance; the benevolence of someone who was inspired by your work; or a lucky investment.

Conversely, if you pursue money for its own sake, after giving up on your larger dreams, you're likely to find yourself empty handed.

The most successful and satisfying road for a nine is giving; sharing and sacrificing for a larger goal, without expecting anything in return. Yvonne, your greatest chance at success is to tie your personal fortunes to an endeavor that makes the world a better place for others. Very often, this turns into a highly successful and lucrative enterprise, providing amply for you and your family. Your life rests on the axiom that the more you give, the bigger your reward.

You are romantic, but your love is more impersonal. You tend to be focused on your dreams.

When you are not in harmony with your true nature, you can fall to moodiness, or become aloof, and withdrawn. You can become timid, uncertain, and ungrateful, putting the blame for your troubles on others or the world. You have a gift for examining your life objectively, and at some distance. Be honest with yourself. By openly facing your shortcomings, as well as your strengths, you develop equilibrium. You are thus able to love and better understand yourself and all of life.

Exam again...SIghz~!!

This morning, im freezing like hell in class. Today is replacement class. Sighs~! Replace so many times..Know what, this is all because of some stupid parents complaining "y there's no enough replacement classes?" Adui..they so like to sent their children to sch meh? Parents ar parents, car petrol nowadays so many expensive leh..why have to sent ur son or daughter to sch on saturday? the education department help u to save money and yet u all go and complain there's no enough replacement class again..adui~~ *grRr* Today's classes damn so boring eh..teachers didnt teach at all. But we had fun for this morning..Know what we do for the whole morning? we gamble..haha~ but i lose ler..*sniff* *sniff* I'm not satisfied with it~~ I wanna win back my money =( haha~ nvm la..got lose got win ma..if no lose, where got win leh..hehe~ After class, we've got Geography Club Meeting..Actually teacher is the one who conduct this meeting, but in the end, she ask us to conduct because she lazy to climb up the staircase until 2nd floor =.=" Then we have to conduct for the whole session of the meeting lo~~ adui~~ We also dunno what to do at first, but in the end, Connie, the president of the club start it. In this meeting, we choose new AJK for 2007/08 to take over our job..So, after this meeting, we wont attend any meeting again because we have to concentrate on our studies liao..This club organized a trip to Camp Permai, Santubong on the 4th August that is next week. Just a day trip actually and we have to went down town at 2pm. I don't think it enjoyable because we just have a short time for us to have picnic and having some activities there..So, in this picnic, i manage to bake a chocolate cake and bring it for this trip because i have no idea what food i wanna bring since my friends bought the snacks oledi..So i manage to bake a cake lor..hehe~

After went home and have lunch and took my shower, i drove my sis to PBK and went to DIY to bought the ingredient of the chocolate cake. I spend less than rm10 on the ingredients because i no need to buy some of the ingredients because i have it at home d..After that, i went to Sweet Memory [stationary shop at Tabuan]. I cant find any parking that time until i drove few round at that area den finally, there's a parking lot. Sienz! Waste my car petrol nia.. I went there to get my photo stated stuffs. The owner of the shop only less me abit nia..Lokek nyer~! Since i have photostate so many, shud give me more discount ma..adui~~ Then, i went back home, doing my homeworks. After doing, i've got abit headache, maybe because of not enough sleep kua..hehe~ That time oledi 4+, so i manage not to sleep because i'll going to church at 6pm. Before that, mom ask me to pick up my sis at PBK at 5pm. I thought my parents will go and pick them, who knows, ask me pulak..Usually, is my parents pick them up one..but just now my parents was busying washing the car, so she ask me to pick them lo..I drove quite fast because rushing home to take my shower and ready to go to church. Around 6+, the weather is quite gloomy and it might be rain so heavily..Den i keep on asking help from God so that it wont rain b4 the mass is ended. God has answering my prayer because after the mass ended awhile, den baru start raining..hehe~ God is so powerful, right? We must believe in God in whatever we do or wherever we are..Please think of God and ask help from Him b4 u wanna start to do anything..When we drove until SMK Padungan, it start raining..

Food Fair Festival started tonight and yet its raining. Can you guys imagine that while ppl enjoying their dinner at there and suddenly rain so heavily? Where they gonna hide themselves and the foods as well? This afternoon, im pretty sure that it will be raining tonight because the afternoon weather is damn HOT~ Yet, this morning, my friend say better rain tonite ar...so bad~ She cannot go is her prob ma, why wanna say better rain leh? haha...We every time is like that one ler..when we cant go to some places, we sure will start cursing liao..For ex : Better rain heavily ar..Lol..We plan to go there on the second week because our pocket quite dry oledi...So have to wait for the second week lo..This is one of the disadvantage of being a student without working. We cant get money from parents quite often because we might been scolded in the end..So, have to save money for some purposes lo..

Our monthly exam is starting on the 7th August, yet, i haven start doing revision. Last minute freak again. I ever confess that i will never ever do last minute revision leh..See, in the end, im still become a last minute freak again..what a failure!!! Anyways, at least i did some revision rather than didnt do anything, right? although i might be fail in the exam, im satisfied with it because i tried my best oledi =) I'm easily satisfied on what im doing although it doesnt pay me off..I might disappointed with it but im still satisfied =) Well, for my STPM examination, i didnt put so much hope in it because the more hope, the more disappointed, right? At first, i manage to go into Uni, but now, i've changed my mind oledi. I might be futhering my studies in Hospitality & Tourism or Nursing Course. But i still depends on my result first. If good, den i try to apply it. If not successfully go into Uni, den i just go for my new plan lor..hehe~

Ok la..Update till here only..hehe~ I'll update about my personality on the next blog then.. =)

Forgive & Forget

I didnt blog for quite ago ya due to my laziness to blog..haha~! Actually, not im lazy la..just the time not allow me to do..a fren asking me "why so long dun have new updates from you?[altho different sentence yet same meaning =D]" Sorry Phoebe coz caused u waiting for my new updates. Hehe~

Recently, i stay back at sch for doing my revision because i dowan to do my revision at home. This is because there's so many things that attract me not to study [computer, tv, my bed & etc]. Well, hope the time i've sacrificed will turn into what i want in return. STPM coming soon. Yet, there's alot of things to revise again. 6 thick books only for 2 subjects [history & geo] for me to revise..do u guys think i can finish up all those books? cannot rite? haha~ Yet, i still have to re-sit my MUET in the yr end again..sighz~! Form 6 life quite stress rite? i know, Uni or college life even more stress. Life is like that one lar..I understand one..lolx~!

I had a friendship problem again..Dunno y this kind of problem keep on coming towards me? =( Well, i hope i can overcome this problem..I try my very best to settle it down by monday onwards..all the best for me *winks*

Anyways, my update until here only..
[p/s : Phoebe, happy reading ya although it quite short la..haha]

Tiredness!!!

Today, my leg muscle so pain ler..became "tempang" for few days..adui~!! You know why it pain? it's because i do skipping rope and skipped for 30mins but of course i rest for awhile between the 30mins ler..last time, when i skipping, my muscle not really that pain..dunno why now will become like this..mayb old oledi..haha!

This morning, i woke up at 4.30am and do some reading for history subject..i woke up this early is because i slept at 9pm last nite..and i dint even do my homeworks and revision. So, i do my revision after i woke up and i done my homeworks at sch..hehe! Luckily, my homeworks just a lil nia. First two period is history subject, i had a presentation that time about the Philippines education and their custom..after that is PA1, the teacher give us do an essay on PBB..what the hell, we dont even noe what is PBB..and she ask us do the essay without referring to the books..So, i noe almost whole class doesnt noe how to do it..haha! Know what, i almost hand-in blank paper..but when i see my friend wrote something, so, i also scribble down some words on it lor..After this period, is PA2. The teacher is not teaching in class but asking us to go the library. We do go to the library, but there's quite a lot of students that time..in the end, we return to our class again. You know what we doing? We're playing cards..Big 2!!! We're not gambling o~ dun misunderstood o~ =P Just play play only..hehe! After recess, is BM period..We do Summary today..damn boring la~~ after bm period is MUET. Most boring class ever!!!! Actually Pn. Iris wan to teach one, but my friend requested that she wan to do revision for PA2 test in the afternoon..So, Pn. Iris allowed us but with one condition that we cannot make noise in the class..but in the end, the class is still so noisy..haha! When almost break time, we play cards. Who knows, while we playing, Pn. Iris came without realize she came to our table..Then, she take our cards and throw it into the rubbish bin..of course not our class rubbish bin ler..i also dunno where she going to throw it..Then, my friends beg her to give back the cards, but she refused to do so..swt swt..

Hmm..im so tired and sleepy d..cant continue to blog oledi...continue on the next blog then..Toodless~~!!

Hate~~~~

Didn't get to blog recently..Not because I'm busy o what, just don't feel like blogging ler. These days, my life aren't happy like before. I'm getting annoyed by her attitude day by day..I'm really hate her a lot. Every time, when she is around, I don't even want to see her face for once. I go to sch rather than staying at home looking at her bitch face. At sch, i can be happy with my friend, but when i came back from sch, my mood changed so fast just like the weather suddenly changed. Sighs! Even though she is my sister, I'll continuing hate her if she didn't change her attitude.

Yesterday, if not wrong, or the day b4 yesterday, she told my mom that her teacher need a proof to show that her sisters/brothers are studying at GRSS if she wanna apply to GRSS. But, when my mom ask her how to get a proof to show her teacher, she say "dunno! dunno!" in a rude way. She just like wanna kill ppl if ask her too many question. This is her matters what, if she just say dunno, how my parents gonna help her?? *BIG SWT* My mom angrying her when she talk like wanna kill ppl aneh..My mom said "cincai you la..u study at which sch also can la..schooling at BL also good la because Lilian [my younger sis] will be in the morning session next yr and you're be in afternoon session"..Then she say that BL sch got so many bad boys/girls. What the hell? bad boys/girls? She should know that why ppl hate her and always bully her wad.. Got one time, some naughty students try to disturb her by sticking the bubble gum under her table and in the end, her uniform kena the bubble gum.. This shows that she is annoyed some of the students in the class..and even that time i told her about this..i said "mayb ppl hate you, thats y ppl kena you.." den she say "it's impossible la~~" What the impossible mean? it might be possible, right..because ppl might felt annoyed with her "chien pien" face and attitude as well. Back to the topic, even though she apply to GRSS, there's also got so many "bad students" wat.. memang stupid one =.=" Better dun study at GRSS la..go apply for Sg Maong sch or Kch Town la..suit her the best..since she like to become a "gangster" or what...

I purposely causing her late to school recently..hiaks! hiaks! This make her so angry and shout so loud in the morning. I just ignore her..Mom scold her because she will disturb other neighbour and we will feel so malu one leh!!! I know she wont feel malu because her skin's face is thicker than the wall. Every morning, she just like been haunted or what, always in a bad mood. Mom always say her got mentality problem and need to go for a check up at psychology specialist clinic. Not only in the morning, afternoon and evening also like that one. My mom treat her so nice, but in return, she always treat my mom in the bad way such as talk to her like wat aneh..Mom always buy nice foods for her to eat really wasted la.. sighs!! This girl memang KANASAI one..hate her alot everytime when she treat my mom badly...wont she feel guilty everytime she do like this?? If me, i will felt guilty and in my mind, i will think back "y i would treat my mom like this and that?" but after awhile, i just ignore it coz it happened already..

That's all..i'll update my blog after few days later because i have lotsa homeworks recently o..rushing it these few days. If i didnt finish up all my homeworks, i cant start to do any revision o~ Progressive exam is around the corner..after that, would be my mock exam in September and in November would be my BIG DAY liao..adui~~ headache! headache!

Sighs! Sighs! Sighs!

Heys..sorry for the late updating ya ^^

I keep on watching video clips at www.youtube.com recently about Fahrenheit and Hana Kimi. So funny ler the video clips..If u guys wanna watch it, just watch the "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai [100% Entertainment]". I started to admire them is after watching the Hana Kimi or Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu. The genre of this drama is comedy & romance. This drama is worth to watch la..can release stress and can make u laugh out loud. But it will caused u dowan to study, just like me lo ^^

About my life recently,
Sch reopen this week oledi and everything is going smoothly and as usual, sit in class and start chit-chatting with friends lo. On the first day of sch, the teachers give back the test papers and i failed my sejarah 2 again..haih! But i pass my History 1 ler..Too bad, i still fail in this subject coz i done very badly in paper 2. At this moment, i only failed my history subject only..Luckily i done quite well in PA. hehe!

About last week, World War III happened. Well, i fight and quarrel with my youngest sister at home while my parents went out. Why it will happened? It is because of the television. Actually, i wanna watch Hana Kimi on 8tv and my youngest sis wanna watch channel AEC. But, that time, i took the remote control, so i switch to channel 18 lo. Then she ask me to switch back to channel AEC, but i refused to do so coz since i wanna watch Hana Kimi ba. See, im quite pu bo that time la..den, the war begun..She go and switch off the tv, this one nvm lo..den she act like orang gila like that and switch off the main switch..den i start beh song oledi den i shout at her..and she shout back to me. Then i more beh song and beat her up..so bad huh me? den, what happened next? sure she balas balik la..den i shout at her again since she so rude at me all this while..I always bersabar all this while but u guys noe lar, everyone patience has the limits, rite? Then, she went into her bedroom and "piang" the door damn loud den i just ignore her lo..I know she soooo beh song me liao and came out from the bedroom and went to the kitchen..U guys noe what she doing?? She go and kick the refrigerator bo..Dont u think she is mad and need to send her to the mental hospital??? Then, i feel that her action is damn rude, so i went to the kitchen and shout at her again..den she shout at me damn loud..SO RUDE!!!!!! Then, i lost my temper and i SLAP her once!!! Then, she sat on the floor and cry, and ask me why i slap her? Then, i answer her "because you're too rude!!!" Thats y slap her..Then, my eldest sis came, and ask me y i slap her and she stand on her side..Of course i more beh song la..Den i get the car key and drove out coz have to calm down ba..Go makan angin for awhile. Then, back home and mom ask me what is happening...then i just kept quiet because i noe she will stand on her side one ma..if she do so, what for i want to tell out everything again..Explain it also no use since they all put the blame on me...so i decided to kept my mouth shut lo..
When there's someone being rude to me, i will always have hatred feelings towards them..After being rude to me, I wont treat you nicely anymore...So, want me to respect you den show ur respect to others first especially to those who are older than you..

Wanna know her attitude towards me??
Well, i sabar with her so long liao..When i talk to her "softly and gently"[i mean i didnt raise my voice], she reply me with her giant voice..is this a way to talk to the elders?? She have to bear in mind that im her sister leh..she should respect me although she beh song me o wad..When she need help from me or others, she will act like a bitch pleasing ppl..but when she didnt need you, she throw you aside..what the hell!!! She used to act like this infront of my mom. U know what, she being rude to my parents as well, not only me..sometimes she shout at my mom if my mom done something wrong o what..and she likes to complains about the meals that my mom prepared..if she dont like to eat, dont eat lar..why must complain so much?? this really pissed me off when she being rude infront of my parents but i still be patient la..I know my dad wanna give her a lesson but he just bersabar..i'll wait and see which day my dad will give her a lesson..

Now,
We two are just like an enemy..But, who cares??? I don't like her all this while..She act like a bitch nowadays after the war ended especially infront of me..but cold war still in progress..BUT I DON'T GIVE A DAMN in this...she want to be like watever she want, let she be lar..who cares, right?? You want me to treat u nice back, wait slowly la...although we are sister..My hatred feelings towards her always remain...
Sighz, dowan to think of it nymore..this will make me hate her even more..LOL!!

On 14 June 2007 [night time],
Went to school as usual la..nthg much happened tho..Reach home den have a change and straight away go to bed coz i just slept for 4hrs only the previous night..Wanna know what im doing? Of course watching video clips lo..haha! Then, woke up at 6+ pm and took my shower..After that, i have my dinner coz i din take my lunch so feel sooo hungry..After dinner, den online for awhile..On 8pm, i ask my younger sis[not youngest sis, ok??] accompany me to stationary shop and help me to photostate my things awhile..Den, i ask her to tell the tauke nio that we will get the photostated things 30mins later..Then, at 8.50pm, i go and get it..then me and sis go makan angin awhile lo coz we gonna pick up my elder sis at college at 9.30pm..So, while makan angin, my sis said she wanna eat something and ask me what to buy at that time..Den i think of open air sio bee and bun..so i drive her there and she went down to buy 2 red bean buns and 1 packet of soya bean..then we share share lo ^^ that time oledi almost 9.30pm and i rush back to ftms and pick my sis..know what, there's police checking that time at Chonglin Park and got traffic jam again..You know what? the police suddenly stop my car den i start to shiver coz i dunno why he stop my car..who knows, i didnt switch on the light..sighs!!! Before that, the car beside my car got give signal to my sister that my car light didnt switch on but she dunno ler..she tot that person disturbing her ba..den when reach the police checking point, the police suddenly stop my car lo..haihs!! really scare me off..i drove all the way from open air without the light switched on..swt!!! I reach ftms at 9.40pm..and went home lo. Then, wait for my turn to online coz my sis is using the pc that time..hehe!!

So, update till here then... Now oledi 1.41am [15 June]..wanna sleep soon lo..gudnitess^^

Days without parents....

My parents and youngest sister went to Miri on Tuesday afternoon. They went there only for a week and will be back on next Tuesday [05/06]. From that day onward till next Tuesday, I'll be an independent girl. Actually, not really independent tho..I still depend on my two elder sister at home..hiakz hiakz!

On Tuesday's night, we having dinner at Seoul Garden and we spend rm40 for our dinner that time. The foods there okok only la..The Korean tauke weird weird one o..suddenly come to our table while we're eating o~ Make us felt paiseh nia..adui! Lol! On Wednesday nite, we had our dinner with grandma at Ah Tao Restaurant. The foods there not bad or can say it will satisfied ur taste. If u guys wanna go there, must order their butter sotong and ang sio pork ribs o~ hehe! After dinner, sure went home lo..and watch tv..nthg i can do besides watching tv..damn bored! Mom did call my sis on that nite o and warn us not to eat at outside nymore..lolx! da outside foods so unhealthy and very the expensive also leh..=P On Thursday afternoon, we went to Tempayan Restaurant. The restaurant not like b4 oledi..getting worst..they wrote da menu of the day on a blackboard leh..there's no menu book anymore..teruk, kan?? *big sighs* And then ar, they need to take a long time to serve us the drinks leh..we only ordered two cups of green tea and one sprite ler..dunno what makes them so hard to make these drinks..adui!! But they serve the foods in big portion ler..2 persons share 1 plate of fried rice..Anyways, we leave the place around 2pm. At nite, sis cook at home d..no eat outside le..

And about today, i woke up at 9am and took my shower and get ready to go out. We went to Choice Daily at first because my sis wanna buy some groceries for tomoro's bbq nite..After that, we decide to have our lunch lo..Sis ask me where to eat den i reply her "anything la.." This is because i dowan to make lotsa decision ba..lol~ den she ask for da second time again..den i reply her "erm..we go to eat pork rice then.." When reach there, it CLOSE!!! Damn!! haha.. den my sis suggested to eat fast food at the back shop of Secret Recipe..but it close also..den we end up having lunch at Tun Jugah Food Court. I've ordered Claypot Chicken Rice..damn "delicious" until cannot put into ur mouth one..regretting because ordered this dish..my lunch spoiled!!!! I tot it quite nice because there's lotsa ppl ordering it..Next time cannot copycat ppl liao..sighs!! After lunch, we went for a walk at the shopping complex lo coz too full oledi..hehe! Noe what, i saw a terrible black Indian guy working at Maxis Telecommunication Co. leh..Actually he is my net friend la..lolx! I dun like him so i say him like this..hehe! After that, we went home liao..I straight away online lo and Doreen sent over the pictures to me..luckily i got online, huh? hehe! Online until 4pm, i go hunt for foods..damn hungry that time..i steamed one big pao and shared with my sis..I eat while watching tv..after that, i check the refrigerator whether there's anything to cook for tonight's dinner o not..luckily got xiao bai cai and tortoise bean..den after watching tv, i wash the vegetables and my sis took over the cooking session..So, we had tortoise bean, xiao bai cai and corn soup with eggs for our dinner. About the xiao bai cai ar, like "beh sek" aneh..lol! still got the greenish taste o..But anyways, that's our dinner...

After dinner, sure will stand up for 30mins ler coz too full oledi..den i online again and send the pics to Yvonne Ng. Then, i terus online again..hehe! This is about my days without parents...