FRUSTRATION

Today is super busy day at sch..We need to clear up everything before the orientation day..Btw, i can lose weight if i keep on doing those works because i have to climb up and down the staircase...hiaks hiaks..Well, im an assistant teacher there..So, the main teacher is Tr. Betty. Hmm...honestly, i dun like to work together with her..You know why i say so? This is just because im a new temporary teacher there and i just dunno anything. So i just asking her. Then, been "bombed" by her..sighs! Also, the things in the cupboard are fucking a lot..She asking me to arrange the thing properly. So, i do according to her instruction. What makes me feel quite frustrated is she keep on asking to find some space to put the things that she take from the office..There's no more space for those things again since the cupboard are quite small. Ok, leave that apart. I dont want that matter to ruin my emotion because i have to stick with her for half a year time..Just swallow it on my own then..After that, i clear up the worksheets from the board..Then, i swept and mop the floor..Then, its time to go home..Well, the works are not finished yet and we have to continue it after the orientation day. I think we can finish it by today..but then, my sis keep on rushing me to go home..and Tr. Betty are being nice to me in front of my sis [i guess???].. She allowed me to go home even though i do the work half way..Of course i clear up my work first before went off..I dunno why she have to be like...It doesn't matter for me if she being nice to me o not..hehe~ I hope time flies faster than this year.. =b

Oh ya, I've met Phoebe. She working there as a temporary teacher. I greet her and she took a few seconds to greet me back because i think she cant recognize me?? haha~ I've saw her oledi in the staff room while we having meeting with the head. I thought i see wrong person so i wouldn't bother much about that..Then, i go to get the t-shirt for temporary teacher, den i take a close look on her den finally, i know its her, so i greet her.. =b I didnt know she will work there...haha~

My life at the school wont be any better if im work together with her... *Pray hard to get a better life*

I'll suffer with my job soon..

Xmas Day~

There's nothing much happening on Xmas Day. I spent my time at Boulevard Hyper Mart. The road are jammed. After a few rounds turning here and there, finally, there's a parking space. Then, we went in. Wow, its very crowded. So many people inside there. What to do..its new, it just opened few days ago..People so "sakai" what..Never saw the "largest" shopping complex in Kuching. haha! Same to me as well.. There's nothing inside there..Just a few of branded shop opened. So many friends saw me..but i didnt saw anyone of my friends there..They just came and called me..Some say i didn't heard they calling me..hehe! What to do..so many ppl and very noisy some more..

Other than that, I went to the clothing department..Quite a few schmates working there..they came to greet me. Btw, there are quite a few nice dresses for Voir's brand. But it quite costly. A dress can cost u up to Rm 100+ (for non-member only). I think there got discount only for those who have boulevard membership card. I wanted to buy it tho..Then, we go round round the whole shopping complex. Its crowded on every floor..Then, we round round on the groceries department..I saw clown there..hehe! I'm still a kid ba..see clown of course so excited la..haha! The groceries not much cheaper compare to other groceries shops in Kuching..Some are just a few cents cheaper..We didnt bought anything though because need to queue up in a long line..I think they short-handed of workers especially cashiers..I see so many counters are empty...After that, we go home with empty hand..hehe!

Quite tired after have a long walk at Boulevard. Went home, rest and online awhile. Then, get ready for Christmas Mass at St. Joe. The mass started at 5.30pm and end around 6.45pm. After the mass ended, we going to the Father Albert and wish him..I've met a friend, Anne, that lost contact for ages. We are from same school and attended Sunday Class together..Then, we went home and had our simple Christmas dinner..

That's all for Christmas Day 2007


Boxing Day (26/12),

A day which we going to open up all the gift that given by friends and relatives..When im still a small kid, I dunno what's this day mean..Everyone say it's Boxing Day today..hmm~ i was blur that moment. Over all, it's raining for the whole day and was at home doing my assignment that given by the teacher at Rhema Kindergarten. I was rushing it and keep on thinking how to decor it. Then, i draw some flowers, tulips, and mushroom..And also butterflies and birds..the theme of my decoration is a garden look decor..Actually not really like a garden tho..hehe~ Just a very very simple decoration..After all done, I'm very impressed with my own work and satisfied with it. But the main thing is whether the teacher like it o not. I didn't take any pic of the decoration and also didnt think of posting it up..hmm~ i think i should post it up? Nvm~ not gonna post it up here..hiaks hiaks.. Anyways, Boxing Day is the day which im very busy finishing my work.. Nothing much happening on this day..


Today (27/12),

Today is my first working day. Actually it is not..Just go to the school for a briefing only..Woke up at 7.30am and get ready to work..Well, i got stomachache before go to work. Then, i ask my sis, "Can i go to the toilet awhile?", then she replies "aiyer..go to school's toilet la..", den i said ok..I think this sickness come to me again after one and a half year break..haha! After that, go for the briefing..I think this job is quite hard and can say it challenging? Especially the children's safety?? We need to recognize their parents and so on..Scared there will have kidnap cases happening? Well, we must aware about this..If not, big trouble will come out. I scared i cant handle the things around, especially the kids..I'm a lagging person. I cant get the informations on the spot..I need someone to explain to me further..BUt who can help me about this?? Everyone busying with their own works oledi...hmm~ Other than that, there's an orientation day on the 2rd Jan 2008, that is on Tuesday. My duty on that morning is greeting the parents..Adui~~~~~ *BIG HEADACHE* Well, just go with the flow..hehe~

Anyways, PMR's result release today. My sis got 5As and 3Bs. Her result was not bad after all..100% better than mine..haha~ Shame on me!!! Everyone was happy of it..I'm still congrats her..hiaks hiaks..Nothing to update this moment..So, wait for the next update, ya =)


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XMAS EVE 2007

Xmas Eve~

Now its 3.00am and i cant sleep. So i came to update my blog. We had a party on Xmas Eve. Well, let's start from early in the afternoon..I woke up around 11.30am. Then, without having breakfast and lunch, i go to clean up my room, the living room and master room. I just drank two glasses of water that time. After that, i eat fried rice and curry chicken around 4+pm. Then, continue to do the cleaning. After that, decorating the Christmas tree again. Then, i took my shower to get ready for the party.

All relatives and friends are arrived at 7+pm. Then, the party's started. Well, the menu for the party are curry chicken, fried rice, sweet and sour chicken, ka chiang ma, grilled chicken, fried sausages, fried bee hoon and satay. Actually got lamb shoulder in the menu. But then, my mom didnt took it out from the freezer since there's alot of foods oledi. After that, chit-chatting with my friends. They all so noisy. haha! I hope they had fun during this Xmas Eve. Around 9pm, we had a exchange gift session in my room. Yup! They all hang out in my room instead of living room. Then, Yi Foong left around 9.30pm because she got another party to attend. Then, we go for second round again. They said they wan to eat agar-agar, so we go to dining room to eat for second round. After that, clean up, den sent my friends home. Actually we plan to go to mcd to eat Cornetto McFlurry tonight. But then, seems like we're too full oledi, den we just cancel our plan. Save the plan for next time then..Went back home around 11+pm. Then, i eat for the third round with my sis...Oh no!!! Im getting fat soon..btw, im losing 1kg oledi..but then, after the third round, sure will gain 1 kg back..SIGHSSS!!!

All of my friends said the foods for tonight are very yummylicious especially my dad's fried rice and mom's sweet and sour chicken and curry chicken as well..Thumbs up for dad's, mom's and sis's cooking..Anyways, Merry Christmas to my family and friends. Also, those who read up my blog..hehe~ May God Bless You All.

Hugs~ for you guys as a gift of Xmas...Teehee~

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Clubbing night..

Last night (21st December 2007),

After had a walk at the park, Ching Siang called me asking me wanna go to VA, Merdeka Palace or not. I straight away say Yes. She asked me to wear prettier on last night. At that time, im gonna drive my sis to buy dinner because mom din cook for dinner. So, i told Ching Siang that i might be late a little bit. Then, i reach home at 7.30pm. So, i immediately took my shower and dressed up nicely. I wore dress last night. Everyone wore shirt and jeans. I'm d only one wearing dress..hehe! They came at 8.20pm i guess..den i was searching my sis's high heels. Wondering where she put it..den i asked her where's the heels..den she said under the sofa. Adui~

We reached Merdeka Palace at 8.30pm. Last night is ladies night. So, free drinks for all the ladies from 7pm till 9pm. But we had to pay rm 10 for entrance fee. When we went in, its so crowded with Bidayuh or Iban's girls. There's only a few Chinese girls there. The place is full of smokes. Of course, our body are smelly too. Then, we get our free drinks. I dunno what drinks did Foong's gave me. It mixed with cola one. I only had a glass of alcoholic drinks den the second glass is orange juice. haha! I know how to control myself when im clubbing. I neither drink too much nor smoking. Pia and Foong drank 3 glasses and their face are red. Pia blur oledi..Pia and Mary trying to smoke and asking Foong to teach them. Then, they influencing Ching Siang to smoke. Although they trying to influence me, i just say NO to them. hehe! Yi Foong very understand me and she's controlling herself not to influence me. I'm very conscious on that time because i didnt drink too much. hiaks! hiaks! Yi foong and Pia went for a dance and got very "high" that time..After that, we left that place. We went to lobby to take some pictures. After that, we went to Senso, Hilton for second round.

Yi Foong went to withdrawn money at Public Bank before headed off to Hilton. We reach there around 9 almost 10pm. Oh well, the place is so classy, very comfortable. It's not like any other pub outside the town. It's has a good ambience. All the alcoholic drinks there are in a reasonable price except for the bottle alcoholics. I've ordered Pina Colada. The taste is just like pineapple juice. Very nice and d'lish. We'd ordered different alcoholics, so that we can try it. Btw, they serve us free finger foods eh. We took lotsa pictures there. I cant post up the pictures now because the pictures are still at my friend there. Then, Eileen and Jia Wen joined us. They're abit late. Yi Foong asked for bills. It's RM 94 over all. Then, they planned to go to Soho for 3rd round. I cant join them because it's late oledi.

Yi foong sent me home first before headed off to Soho. I reached home around 12.20am. Know what, the gate is locked. I dunno who's the hell lock the gate. Mayb is my dad i guess. My sis told me that daddy is waiting me. Oh gosh, how come my dad suddenly wait me? Most of the time, my parents usually sleep earlier and didnt wait me although im going out at nite. Usually, when i went home quite late, they all already in dreamland. Then, my sis told me that daddy just went to sleep just awhile before i reached home. Oh luckily..if not, he sure will sense that my body got smokes smell. I scared that he will angry at me because everytime when i go out at nite, i sure will go home late one. I know he angry me at heart. hmm~ Next time, i have to control myself not to go home late. If not, he will banned me from going out with friends next time. I cant sleep in because i keep on thinking "will he complains to mom and mom will scold me?" or "is he going to lecture my friends and so on?" or "is he going to banned me from going out with them anymore?" Oh gosh, i scared that will happened to me. I'm felt guilty that time when my sis told me daddy is waiting for me to come home..hmm..i will control myself not to go home late next time..Most late is 11pm because usually Yi foong sent me home around that time. hehe!


*Today, (22nd December 2007),*

I woke up late, erm around 12+ pm. It's noon time d..Actually today is my outing day with my classmates. But then, i sms-ed my friend that i cant go out with them last nite. Mom sure dun allowed me to go out today because i just went out with friends last nite. So i canceled it lo. Actually i plan to go to hilton to make an order of cheesecake as a Xmas gift for my family. They didnt know about it yet except my eldest sis. So, i have to fulfill my promise and I'll go to order it later or tomorrow. Teehee~ My mom and sisters sure will tease me on that.

Oh ya, my friends said im slimmer than before. I felt happy when they said it. haha~ But then, i didnt felt that i've become slimmer. Anyways, thanks for their compliments. hehe~

I'll stop here then. More updates soon for Xmas Eve and Xmas day. Also, New Year Eve too! Maybe i dun have any outing for New Year Eve and Day. Sighs!

B O R E D O M ~

It's been two weeks after the exam ended. Boredom killed me on holidays. Nothing much to do at home besides online, watching tv, clean up the house. How bored it is..Everyday doing the same thing. Mom dun let me go out too often. I dunno why also. I just out for 2 consecutive days. She already start nag at me. I thought we should enjoy life after finished exam?

On this holidays, i plan to go for a diet and lose weight. But then, i keep on craving for foods, especially junk foods. Sighs! Im gaining weight right now. Oh no, i dowan to become a fat pig like before. Im going to start my diet plan soon. If not, i cant buy any pretty clothes on cny.

At this moment, i had an empty mind again. I dunno what to update in my blog..I'll update soon..

Tata~

End of STPM

After today (4th December 2007), im not a greenian anymore.. today is my last exam and sat for geography paper 2. After the clock struck 5.00pm, im felt so excited and relief because no more books, no more attending classes, no more wearing sch uniform, no more nagging by the teachers and the list goes on..Actually i wanna go home and sleep until the earth turn upside down one..but then, my friend invited me to go out and relax and celebrating the end of STPM. I have lotsa fun with my friends just now. I can be myself and didnt care what other ppl think about. I say out whatever i want and no need to see ppl's face..Tonite, we went for dinner at 4 1/2th miles, after that went to malay village opposite waterfront. This is my first time going there at nite. Not bad though..Lotsa gerai there and quite crowded with malay ppl. Some are dating, some are fishing, some having supper and so on. My friend ask me to naik sampan but i dun dare..Got phobia on it..hehe~ After that, we went to hilton's toilet..and took some pictures in there..hiaks hiaks. We bought a cheesecake at hilton. Aiyo, i feel like wanna buy all the cakes and chocolates..it looks so yummylicious but it too expensive lo. Wait till i earn money first, den i will try all the desserts there..haha~ WAIT!!! I will find a rich guy and spend his money there..wahaha! Just kidding only ler..im not this type of girl. But who knows, now im not, mayb in future? haha~ Then went home cut the cake and gave some to my friend. Actually the cake we share money buy one. My friend pay it first. But then, she dowan to accept my money. I dunno whats the reason though. I felt so paiseh leh~ hmm...anyways, when i got my first salary, im gonna treat them a dinner. hehe~ I promise!!!

When i leave the sch, i felt so reluctantly. What has happened in sch will turn into memories. Our life will not be same after leaving the sch. There's no more chit-chatting in class like usual, no need to rush to do history notes thats always caused me to have nightmare every nite [haha], and the list go on. I miss those day we become so childish at sch playing "JADI". There's no harm being childish once in a while right? hehe~ Actually being more childish makes us more happier rather than being so serious in everything we do, right? And it makes us look younger each day? haha~ After leaving the schooling life, our life will going up to another level that might be more challenging? aint it? Till now, i dunno what im going to do in life. I dun have any plans for my future yet. I still dunno what im interested at. I didnt achieve anything since i was born. How shame is it..one word describe it --> FAILURE!!!

In this STPM examination, i always pray that hoping i can do all the questions papers and everything going smoothly each day. I know, God has answered my prayer. Thank God. Ya~ i got sick before two days STPM start. It quite suffering that time and i dun even can do my revision. The only things i can do is resting. That time, I felt like i cant do well in this examination and i will get a bad result. But i didnt give up anyway. I try to study even though im quite weak that time. Mom was so worried about me. I felt so guilty about it. I guess that time is the most suffering time because all of my family members got sick. I didnt telling lies. It's true! I know mom worried that i cant do well on exam, so mom ask sis to go to church and pray. Mom, Thanks alot for what u've done to me. You have shower us with ur love and care. Even though, you always nag at me and scold me for not doing house chores, somehow this is the way to show ur love and care? But then, i always do things that make u angry, angrying you without any reason, disobeying ur words and so on. I felt guilty every time after doing such things towards you. I'm sorry, Mom.. I only can say those words here in blogspot because i dun have to courage to face it infront of her. Oh well, i feel like crying right now.

Anyways, i hope i can get a better result in STPM. This is the only way to makes her happy? I will pray hard for a better result. Besides that, i will pray for my family as well.
Xmas is around the corner. My favourite season..I hope for more fun and enjoyable Xmas Day. I feel so excited and happy when it comes to Xmas. Oh well, i have time to updating my blog on this long long holiday..end here now..toodles =b