hmmmm

Last two night, i was angry till wanna exploded soon..The reason why i was so angry is that, the pengarah projek don't even sms me to tell me that there's a meeting at 11pm. Before that, she told me that she will sms me after asking the ajk whether all the thing being prepared already or not. Then, i keep on waiting and waiting, in the end, my phone never rang. Till the next day means yesterday, when i met some of the ajk, they ask me why i didn't turn up to do the door gift last night? Then i answer them that i don't even know there is a meeting and the pengarah projek never sms me that night. I was feel so paiseh that time and was so angry about it. If she didn't saw me that night, she should sms me or give me a call. Shit her!

When i reach my room, i really wanted to sms her and scold her. But when i think deeply, it not worth it to scold such people right? so i canceled the msg and went to find my friend. I told her my problem and she consoled me. I wanted to cry when i told her my problem. I find it so hard to communicate with my ketua. I never talk to her more than 10 sentences when we meet up in jpmk meeting. So, in my thought, i think that im not suitable to become one of the jpmk member and really wanted to quit. When my friend console me, she tell me everything that she experienced before and i was really glad of her that she stay stronger than ever when she met difficulties in her job.

She ask me don't quit first and think deeply before making decision whether want to quit or not. She will not force me if i really wanted to quit because there's no use to do something that make me don't feel happy of doing it. But, after i listen to what she told me, i realize that i give up so easily even it just a small matter. I know, working world outside there are more cruel than ever. I will meet many different type of people that treat you differently. I know that feeling before because when i work as an auntie at Rhema, I experienced this feeling being bully by the staff. The problem im having now just a piece of cake only.

The project we going to do is Grand Dinner Muamalat. Rm 25 per person. The dinner take place at Darulaman Golf & Country Club at Jitra. It's not too expensive actually. But, this type of dinner wont attracts most of the chinese students. If for me, i also wont go. haha~ Not to say that im not supporting this project. Despite to the fact that most chinese students here do not eat daging lembu, right? The menu for the dinner got daging lembu la. duh~ Everyday, open counter at the cafe just a waste of time only. People just walk passed by without looking at us. I rather close the counter and go back to study la..even better if like this...haha~ If those students really interested of this dinner, they will find you automatically. But, we also need to promote it la..

i wanna go for dinner liao...