Saturday, May 10, 2008

Happy Mother's Day

Woke up quite early around 9.30am, even though i slept late last night. After that, vacuum and mop the floor. Then had my brunch around 10.30am. After that, took my shower and went out around 12pm. Drove my uncle and aunt to their relative house and went to Pick & Pack to collect the mugs. Who know, when i reach the shop, there's nobody inside there. Then i knocked the door quite a few times until got two girls came out. Then they saw me standing outside. They said, "someone outside there" in mandarin. So i thought they would open the door and welcomed me..who knows, they did not. *BIG SIGH* I stand outside there quite a while oledi. They din even greet me or what and im just like transparent for them. *BIG SIGH again* Is this the way how they treat their customers??????? This is the first time i went to the shop that treat the customer like that. They should come out and inform me that the owner is not in or what so ever, right? OR ask me come again later. Is this hard for them to do that?????? I'm quite pissed off that time. Some more i'm in a rush because i had to send my sis to tuition at 1pm. That time already 12.45pm. Then, i just went off like that. After sent my sis to tuition, i had to pick up my uncle and aunt at green road. Then, i went to the shop again. When i reached there, the door was closed. Then, i saw the owner came out from NK network. Then, i told her that i came here twice already. I ask her, how come just now got two girls did not open the door for me? Then she said her daughter was in the toilet doing "business". ADUH~~~~

I bought three boxes from there too. And I ask the owner, "can you give me discount?" hehe...Then she said she give me 10% discount. =) After that, went home and i immediately pack the mug into the box. I thought the yellow and pink boxes is da same pattern. Who knows, the pink's one was quite difficult to fold. I looked at it and turned upside down. Wondered how to fold it. hmm...In the end, i gave up and asked my sis to fold it. She's in a rush that time. So, she said she will help me to fold it when she came back. But i dont want to wait her, so i try to fold it again. And the box successfully folded by me. hehehe....

Pictures below~~ The pictures was kinda blur..

This mug is for my aunt. She came to kuching today. So, this is the first time she celebrating Mother's Day with us.

The bunny is super damn cute la. This one is for my mum. =)

This box is easier to fold. Nice right this box? hehe...

This one lo. So difficult to fold. hmm...takes me for centuries to fold it..Aduh~ All in all, it the nicest box i chose from.
This box is nice too. But this one is specially for my sis's friend's birthday.


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Was attending a birthday dinner at Jubilee Hall just now. My cousin cannot come to kuching to attend it. So, me and sis become the volunteers. The foods was ok. We had noodles, cold plate, shark fin soup, roasted duck, two type of vegetables, prawns, steamed fish and few more dishes. We sat with those uncles. They quite friendly. But one of them has one show-off attitude. I dont really like it. hehehe.....After the party ended, then called my sis to pick us up. Then, we headed to Lok Thian Restaurant to pick up my aunt. We parked our car infront of Thai Restaurant. And i saw Ivanna's friend with her boyfriend i think came out from Thai Restaurant.

Got ready for the dinner...



Last but not the least, I wanna Wish all the mothers a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY and May God shower them with lotsa blessing~!!!!



Stay In Love - Rachelle Ann Go *I like this song*

it isn't hard to notice
the love we always cherished
begins to fade away
you just cant hidethe truth
i just dont understand it
for all the time we planned it
it seems that we are lost
for now goodbye is here

*refrain*
'til that day
that again you'll be
here with me
i'll always keep on loving you
so here me say though my heart is hurt
i wont regret to always stay
in love with you this way

it would be hard to see you go
i just cant help but cry,
you know because
i know inside my heart i would be missing you
if ever you would love again
i promise that i'd understand
but if by chance you thought
of comin' back
just tell me me when

*refrain*
'til that day
that again you'll be
here with me
i'll always keep on loving you
so here me say though my heart is hurt
i wont regret to always stay
in love you with this way

i will wait for you
that what i'do
cause my heart
belongs to only you

*refrain*
'til that day
that again you'll be
here with me
i'll always keep on loving you
so here me say though my heart is hurt
i wont regret to always stay
in love you with this way

Friday, May 9, 2008

Nonsense....

Last night, my cousin from miri called up and disturb my youngest sis. Their conversation really make me laugh my ass off. I was online that time and i picked up the phone.

Here's the conversation...

*phone rang*

Me : Hello...
Cousin : Hello..May i speak to Christine (youngest sister) please?
Me : Erm..okie...Please hold on..
Me : *Calling my sis*

Sis : Hello...
Cousin : Hello..this is calling from Astro. You have to change the sim card to the new card before 15th of May.
Sis : Uh Huh!
Cousin : Can you give me your Astro account numbers? We need to help you to register the new card.
Sis : Erm...I dunno bo..You have to ask from my dad o...

*I'm keep on laughing while online because i know that's my cousin*

Sis : *call my dad to answer the phone* I dunno why the Astro will called me up. Crazy one...
Mom : How come Astro will called you? So weird one...
Me : *keep on laughing and laughing and laughing*

Then my elder sis talked to my cousin. I said to my sis that its not from Astro. Its Connie. I thought my youngest sister will know thats my cousin. But who knows, she really believed that its from Astro. If Astro called up, they should call the owner of the accounts number, right? Aduh~~~ I keep on laughing non-stop. When i think of it, i laughed again. Aduh~~~

No title? hmm...

I'm in a good mood today. I felt relieved from stress when i see the project done in time. Today, early in the morning, she came to work with a bad mood. *bad weather* hehe.. And i had to go and ask her whether we have science lesson later o not. Then she just like don wanna reply me. I felt like...*BIG SIGHS* Well, she is like that most of the time. Every assistant teachers knew her very well. When she is not satisfied with something that she see, she will go and lecture them with an angry voice. How can she be like that??? One of the assistant teacher taught me not to let her step on my head. Be brave to fight back. Yes, my patience is over the limit. Thats why i got really angry with her and show her my angry face. So, i decided not to help her anything or go near her yesterday.

After finished my duty, i went up to the classroom..Wow~ miracle happens. She knows how to talk nicely to me and she apologized to me for making me angry. Also, she said she will help me in the mother's day projects. We need to put wording in it. After that, around 11am, we took photograph. As if i did not finish them in time, can they take a nice photograph?? Do they have any gift to give to their mother? She din even thank me but still say im wasting the time for doing all these things. Luckily i controlled myself and think of the children. If i dont, i wont help the children to do their project and leave it there on the shelf.

I went home quite early today around 12.45pm. Most of the time, i went back around 1.30pm. My sister picked us up from school. Went home, i took my shower. I had an apple for my lunch. I dont feel like eating. One way of losing weight =P ..Ignore my words. Its not good losing weight with this way..hehe~ Not good for ur health.

My sis drove the car to work today. I felt quite angry because i want to use the car later. I have to collect my mugs later on. SIgh.. Since i have no car, so i cant collect them by today. I wanna msg the "drawer" *hehe* that i will collect the mugs tomoro. But, I DUN HAVE HER NUMBER. So cant msg her then.. Sorry, i cant make it today. I will collect them from you tomoro. hehe~


Thursday, May 8, 2008

Emotional update....

I am super duper tiredddd......tired of working...I hate working..This week isnt a smooth week for me. I've got angry with my teacher. I really cant stand of her mouth anymore. Grr~ This week, im rushing to finish all the Mother's Day projects. So, i did the project with the kids yesterday. But then, she came and scolded me. She said, "you're doing this thing for the whole morning. You're wasting time here. You should help the children in their exam. Also, I cant do any revision with the children". Well, if she want me to help the children, talk in a polite way with me. If she want to do revision with the children, she can ask me stop immediately. She cannot say like that to me. I can get so angry with it. Not like her, her heart is as hard as a stone. She have no feeling i guess. I felt sad when she said im wasting time doing all those things. Do you think i like to do it? Do you think i like to waste my time doing all those things? I wouldnt waste my time to do it if not for the children. I know its exam week but we still have to rush it. The project was so complicated. And I have to do all the things by MYSELF. She din even help me, but come and complain me instead. What the hell...I have to sacrifice my napping time, online time and skip my dinner to do the project. These few days, my body was so sore. I need a stretch. I can feel the pain in my heart with the words she said to me. I cant stand of it, so i cried. I went to find my sis and she called my mom and told my mom everything. Then, my mom went to see the principal and ask her. Actually i wanna settle down by myself but too late already. When i went down, she already talk to the principal. Yes, the principal apologized to my mom. After a while, i went to see the principal and talk about it again. I said i wanna quit the job. But she keep on persuading me. She calmed me down and i felt better.

Today, im still angry with her. My heart still not recover yet. Still have a big wound inside. I didnt talk to her for the whole day. She did the same too. She din even ask me to help her or ordering me to do anything. So, i just do my own things. She teased me infront of the students. I feel so bad about it. My wound get even worst than yesterday. She cannot do that infront of the children. It's not good, right? Well, since both of us was not happy working together, there's da only way that we can do is i stop working. This is da best way i can think of. If i did not stop as soon as possible, its not good for both of us too. I'll see the principal by tomoro.

When someone hurt me, yes! i can forgive him/her. But, the wound still there. Also, i wont talk to him/her anymore if she/he hurt me. This is me. Even though i said i forgive them, but its really hard for me to start the conversation between us. Not to say that im so "small gas".

I am really tired. But there's still have to two more to go. *BIG SIGHS* I'll collapse soon.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Time passed and cured everything...

This morning, went for the interview session. Was sat for the test first. The test took about an hour to finish up all the question. All is about common sense and personalities questions. After the test ended, i waited for my turn outside the interview room. I waited until 12.30pm there. Adui~~ Got so bored and hungry that time. I haven ate anything the whole morning. The interview session is quite nonsense lo. Ask about ministry stuffs. Of course, they still ask me about science that related to my course. Then, headed to Tadika Rhema to pick up my sister and went home had my lunch and sent my sis to pbk. My mom and sister ask me think properly whether wan to pursuing my nursing course o not. She said that become a nurse is quite dirty and so on. As you know, u might be see the things that u shouldnt or never see them for ur whole life, right? u got what i mean? LoL~ After i heard what she say, i've got so scared and dont have the interest of becoming a nurse. Besides that, one of a friend that i got to know at the interview session told me that u have to take off ur clothes and so on for an experiment. SIGH~ Although the salary for a nurse is so high, but u have to sacrificed a lot more than u expected.

My sister told me that WEATHER FORECAST got mad of me. I've already told her that im not coming to work today. From earlier this month i informed her already. My sis said that she is searching for the circular that should be given out today. Also, she said i did not sharpen the pencil on last Friday. What to do, ppl tend to be so lazy sometimes, right? ain't u agree with me? She gonna lecture me and spoil my mood early in the morning tomoro. I'm used to it already since she always lecture me for a small things. And her mood can changed in a second. Thats why i gave her a nickname. I called her WEATHER FORECAST. Anyways, im going to quit my job already. Cant wait that day to come. I want to furthering my studies. I hate working a lot. Maybe the job i do now really make me feel unhappy.

Mother's Day coming very very soon. I cant think of any gift for my mother. I only think of wanna buy her a mug. The mug was designed beautifully. I saw them in a girl's blogspot. Was very impressed of them. Also, it is very cheap too. But i dunno how big the mug is. I've put an order already. Going to collect it on Friday or Saturday this week. I hope mom would like it. Btw, i cut my hair short already. Sometimes, i felt regret of cutting it short. But sometimes, i felt nice of it. Arh~ Dunno why either. But i look younger with short hair. LOL~

Pictures of the day....

Took this at Damai Puri last month.

Started to miss my long hair already. I have to wait for about a year to let it long until this length. It's takes time, ya know...

Sunday, May 4, 2008

I dont have a good future????

Exhausted!! Just came back from Stutong. Had a jog there for an hour. I saw a guy look like my friend's colleague. But im not really sure is him o not. Of course i dont go and greet him la..hehe~ I dont simply go and greet "stranger" unless they are my friends. Anyways, im gonna lose weight this month. Struggle very very hard to lost all the excessive fat. Im so damn fat. Ate alot recently. Mayb stressed from work? sighs~~~

I checked the education website yesterday. Know what, im not qualified as a TEACHER. Damn it~ My friend been selected for the interview session. So So disappointed~ But nvm. I still have one course. That is nursing course. But, what if im still not qualified as a nurse? HOW????? What m i going to study then? I dont like business, accountancy and courses related with numbers. I HATE numbers alot. My parents quite disappointed when they heard about it. I've got sense that they dont really want me to be a nurse. No matter what, this is my last chance. Hopefully i pass this interview.

Nothing much happening recently. Just work, sleep, exercise and eat. thats all~ Was so stress at work. Also, the children's Mother's Day project still haven done yet. Sigh~ They going to have their exam starting on Monday. If cant finish them on time, how leh? hmm.....Going to take my shower now. So sweaty just now. Now like a salty fish.. =P