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I'm in a good mood today. I felt relieved from stress when i see the project done in time. Today, early in the morning, she came to work with a bad mood. *bad weather* hehe.. And i had to go and ask her whether we have science lesson later o not. Then she just like don wanna reply me. I felt like...*BIG SIGHS* Well, she is like that most of the time. Every assistant teachers knew her very well. When she is not satisfied with something that she see, she will go and lecture them with an angry voice. How can she be like that??? One of the assistant teacher taught me not to let her step on my head. Be brave to fight back. Yes, my patience is over the limit. Thats why i got really angry with her and show her my angry face. So, i decided not to help her anything or go near her yesterday.

After finished my duty, i went up to the classroom..Wow~ miracle happens. She knows how to talk nicely to me and she apologized to me for making me angry. Also, she said she will help me in the mother's day projects. We need to put wording in it. After that, around 11am, we took photograph. As if i did not finish them in time, can they take a nice photograph?? Do they have any gift to give to their mother? She din even thank me but still say im wasting the time for doing all these things. Luckily i controlled myself and think of the children. If i dont, i wont help the children to do their project and leave it there on the shelf.

I went home quite early today around 12.45pm. Most of the time, i went back around 1.30pm. My sister picked us up from school. Went home, i took my shower. I had an apple for my lunch. I dont feel like eating. One way of losing weight =P ..Ignore my words. Its not good losing weight with this way..hehe~ Not good for ur health.

My sis drove the car to work today. I felt quite angry because i want to use the car later. I have to collect my mugs later on. SIgh.. Since i have no car, so i cant collect them by today. I wanna msg the "drawer" *hehe* that i will collect the mugs tomoro. But, I DUN HAVE HER NUMBER. So cant msg her then.. Sorry, i cant make it today. I will collect them from you tomoro. hehe~

Emotional update....

I am super duper tiredddd......tired of working...I hate working..This week isnt a smooth week for me. I've got angry with my teacher. I really cant stand of her mouth anymore. Grr~ This week, im rushing to finish all the Mother's Day projects. So, i did the project with the kids yesterday. But then, she came and scolded me. She said, "you're doing this thing for the whole morning. You're wasting time here. You should help the children in their exam. Also, I cant do any revision with the children". Well, if she want me to help the children, talk in a polite way with me. If she want to do revision with the children, she can ask me stop immediately. She cannot say like that to me. I can get so angry with it. Not like her, her heart is as hard as a stone. She have no feeling i guess. I felt sad when she said im wasting time doing all those things. Do you think i like to do it? Do you think i like to waste my time doing all those things? I wouldnt waste my time to do it if not for the children. I know its exam week but we still have to rush it. The project was so complicated. And I have to do all the things by MYSELF. She din even help me, but come and complain me instead. What the hell...I have to sacrifice my napping time, online time and skip my dinner to do the project. These few days, my body was so sore. I need a stretch. I can feel the pain in my heart with the words she said to me. I cant stand of it, so i cried. I went to find my sis and she called my mom and told my mom everything. Then, my mom went to see the principal and ask her. Actually i wanna settle down by myself but too late already. When i went down, she already talk to the principal. Yes, the principal apologized to my mom. After a while, i went to see the principal and talk about it again. I said i wanna quit the job. But she keep on persuading me. She calmed me down and i felt better.

Today, im still angry with her. My heart still not recover yet. Still have a big wound inside. I didnt talk to her for the whole day. She did the same too. She din even ask me to help her or ordering me to do anything. So, i just do my own things. She teased me infront of the students. I feel so bad about it. My wound get even worst than yesterday. She cannot do that infront of the children. It's not good, right? Well, since both of us was not happy working together, there's da only way that we can do is i stop working. This is da best way i can think of. If i did not stop as soon as possible, its not good for both of us too. I'll see the principal by tomoro.

When someone hurt me, yes! i can forgive him/her. But, the wound still there. Also, i wont talk to him/her anymore if she/he hurt me. This is me. Even though i said i forgive them, but its really hard for me to start the conversation between us. Not to say that im so "small gas".

I am really tired. But there's still have to two more to go. *BIG SIGHS* I'll collapse soon.

Time passed and cured everything...

This morning, went for the interview session. Was sat for the test first. The test took about an hour to finish up all the question. All is about common sense and personalities questions. After the test ended, i waited for my turn outside the interview room. I waited until 12.30pm there. Adui~~ Got so bored and hungry that time. I haven ate anything the whole morning. The interview session is quite nonsense lo. Ask about ministry stuffs. Of course, they still ask me about science that related to my course. Then, headed to Tadika Rhema to pick up my sister and went home had my lunch and sent my sis to pbk. My mom and sister ask me think properly whether wan to pursuing my nursing course o not. She said that become a nurse is quite dirty and so on. As you know, u might be see the things that u shouldnt or never see them for ur whole life, right? u got what i mean? LoL~ After i heard what she say, i've got so scared and dont have the interest of becoming a nurse. Besides that, one of a friend that i got to know at the interview session told me that u have to take off ur clothes and so on for an experiment. SIGH~ Although the salary for a nurse is so high, but u have to sacrificed a lot more than u expected.

My sister told me that WEATHER FORECAST got mad of me. I've already told her that im not coming to work today. From earlier this month i informed her already. My sis said that she is searching for the circular that should be given out today. Also, she said i did not sharpen the pencil on last Friday. What to do, ppl tend to be so lazy sometimes, right? ain't u agree with me? She gonna lecture me and spoil my mood early in the morning tomoro. I'm used to it already since she always lecture me for a small things. And her mood can changed in a second. Thats why i gave her a nickname. I called her WEATHER FORECAST. Anyways, im going to quit my job already. Cant wait that day to come. I want to furthering my studies. I hate working a lot. Maybe the job i do now really make me feel unhappy.

Mother's Day coming very very soon. I cant think of any gift for my mother. I only think of wanna buy her a mug. The mug was designed beautifully. I saw them in a girl's blogspot. Was very impressed of them. Also, it is very cheap too. But i dunno how big the mug is. I've put an order already. Going to collect it on Friday or Saturday this week. I hope mom would like it. Btw, i cut my hair short already. Sometimes, i felt regret of cutting it short. But sometimes, i felt nice of it. Arh~ Dunno why either. But i look younger with short hair. LOL~

Pictures of the day....

Took this at Damai Puri last month.

Started to miss my long hair already. I have to wait for about a year to let it long until this length. It's takes time, ya know...

I dont have a good future????

Exhausted!! Just came back from Stutong. Had a jog there for an hour. I saw a guy look like my friend's colleague. But im not really sure is him o not. Of course i dont go and greet him la..hehe~ I dont simply go and greet "stranger" unless they are my friends. Anyways, im gonna lose weight this month. Struggle very very hard to lost all the excessive fat. Im so damn fat. Ate alot recently. Mayb stressed from work? sighs~~~

I checked the education website yesterday. Know what, im not qualified as a TEACHER. Damn it~ My friend been selected for the interview session. So So disappointed~ But nvm. I still have one course. That is nursing course. But, what if im still not qualified as a nurse? HOW????? What m i going to study then? I dont like business, accountancy and courses related with numbers. I HATE numbers alot. My parents quite disappointed when they heard about it. I've got sense that they dont really want me to be a nurse. No matter what, this is my last chance. Hopefully i pass this interview.

Nothing much happening recently. Just work, sleep, exercise and eat. thats all~ Was so stress at work. Also, the children's Mother's Day project still haven done yet. Sigh~ They going to have their exam starting on Monday. If cant finish them on time, how leh? hmm.....Going to take my shower now. So sweaty just now. Now like a salty fish.. =P

Blabbing

Do nothing for the whole day. I went to the spring just now. Big Apple Donuts opened their business few days ago. Yup! Lots of people queuing up to buy their donuts. Lots of variety of donuts for you to choose. At first, my sis want to queue up to buy it. But, we wanna walk around the shopping complex so buy it later. We went to Padini Concepts. They sell lotsa accessories there. Vincci's brand. I'm so in love with them especially their earring and necklaces. I mean, necklaces in silver. NOT IN GOLD or any other colours. Not really expensive, for me, if compared to the small accessories stalls outside there. Much more prettier and nicer compared to the stalls out there.

After that, we went to Parkson. Walk around, see around and look around. I went to look for the swimsuit. SO PRETTY but TOO EXPENSIVE. I'm going to Damai Puri on the 31st of May. So, i wanna buy a swim suit. hehe~ Gonna survey more before purchase. Then, we went to the digi there. They displayed snakes and insects there. The insects look gross and smelly. EWW~~~ They only displayed a few type of snakes. All tiny snakes. After that, went to Big Apple Donuts. Sis queuing up d. We bought 12 pieces of donuts for rm 22. One pc cost you rm 2.30, 6 pcs for rm12, 12 pcs for rm22 and 2 boxes of 6 pcs for rm 24. Not really expensive though. Then, went to buy kaya ball. I hate the workers there. NOT FRIENDLY AT ALL. Just like we owe them money. I feel like wanna slap them. Grr! After that, i went to pay the entrance fee. I don't really know how to use the machine. hehe~

Went home den had my dinner. Then, came online blogging. Tomorrow have to work again. Sigh! Don't really like to work when it comes to Monday. There's so much things to do on Monday. Need to set up the outdoor play, collects all their homeworks, recording the storybooks and so on. After all, im going to quit my job soon. hiaks hiaks.

Random post

Today, i received a letter from SPA. Its about the nursing course i've applied last month. So, im going for the special exam and interview on the 5th of April. Now, i have two choices in hand. I dunno which course should i go to. I dunno how to make the decision now. HEADACHE~

This morning, sis called up while im sleeping. She said that our colleague ask us out for breakfast. Then, i quickly took my shower and wait for my colleague to come and pick me up. We went to Tabuan Wet Market to had our breakfast. I had one bowl of kueh chap and a cup of milk tea. Came back home, online awhile. After that, im doing one chart for outdoor play for my class. Spent my whole afternoon doing the coloring. Today's weather is damn hot. Im sweating while doing my thing although the fan is switched on. Not long after that, my dad switched on the air-cond.

Went to church just now. Just me and my mom only. Sis did not follow us because she went to her friend's party. After the mass ended, we went to Peach Garden to buy "chao chai mi fen". Then, straight away went home and had our dinner. Actually, i did not have dinner at home tonight. Friends ask me out for karaoke. But then, i rejected them. I dun really like singing, so i wont waste my money on it. hehe~ Thats why i stay at home tonight. *BORED*

My blog quite random tonight. hmmm....

Blabbing

First post after a month break. Nothing much happening recently. Just work and work and work. Super busy this week. Stay back at sch doing the stuffs in class until 3 - 4pm. I'm going to quit my job soon. Might be until 23/4 or extend until 30/6. Sometimes, i felt so reluctant to leave but then, i have to. Sometimes, i really want to leave immediately because been scolded by some ppl. haha~ But then, after awhile, im feel ok with it oledi. Didnt think of wanna leave anymore..hehe~ Btw, im going to sit for the MedSi exam on next Saturday, 19th April, 2008. MedSi exam is about becoming a teacher. Whether u can qualified as a teacher o not. Ah~ i really dunno become a teacher suit me o not. I just try my luck taking this course. I have applied for the training college too. If i pass this exam, den i can go for the interview. And if i gone through this interview successfully, i might be pursuing this course either in UPSI, Perlis or USM, Penang. Well, its all in God's hand. Dont wanna think too much of it.

Today, i went home from school earlier. Visitors from Indonesia came to Rhema school at 11am. They all are MALAYS. Our country also have lotsa MALAYS too. SO nothing special about them la. hehe~ As if angmo came, wow! i would be so damn excited. haha~ After dismissal time, went for lunch in the hall. What makes me so damn pissed off is that the principal of the school ask us not to take so much of the foods as most of the teachers haven eat yet. Sigh~ She said that one teacher only can take one piece of curry chicken yet there's still have more than half pot of chicken curry. In the end, still left half pot of chicken curry. Not that im tam jiak or wat, some teachers tend to be a big eater ba. Want to eat more also cannot. ISH~~~~ Sometimes see her also feel sien ar..Got one morning, she came to my class and lecture me. Just because of i did not bring the new assistant teacher to the staff room for the praise and worship session. Suddenly make me feel down. Ppl come to work happily, after her lecture session, my mood turn to the opposite already. ISH~~ Summore, she love to "fish" the staffs when she's so free especially in the afternoon. ADUI!!!!! SIEN betul~~~


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Few weeks ago, i've got really pissed off about somethings. I've updated a blog about someone. Then, one particular person read it. Then, after she read it, she go and spread it. Telling her friend about it. When you know something, u shouldnt go and tell it to ur friends or who so ever. I dunno why some ppl tend to have a BIG MOUTH. Although curiosity kills them, she also have to think as if she go and tell and ask about it, she might caused a big trouble to that person who spread it out. People have their own life, their own privacy. They dont like ppl kepo-ing about their life including their very own friend. Unless that person tell him/her directly by him/herself. Please la, dont bother too much about ppl's life. DONT tell out as if u know something about ur friends or who so ever. Just let the curiosity kill you. Well, i have a friend that dont really like ppl to ask about her life including her relationship. She is my good friend since f4. I can say that i really dont bother about her. Not to say that i dont care about her. I dont ask much although im curious to know something about her, especially her relationship. If i ask too much, she might beh song me. SO PLEASE DONT SPREAD THE NEWS YOU KNOW AROUND. PEOPLE NEED PRIVACY, SAME GOES TO YOU, RIGHT?



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Last week, my family and i went to Damai Puri. My dad's company organized Family Day there. Damai Puri has been upgraded a lot compared to Damai Lagoon. But, some area still in progress. I plan to go there on May/June with a bunch of friends. This time, i confirmed going but dunno my friends confirm o not. Sigh~

That's all for now~ ^-^