Clubbing night..

Last night (21st December 2007),

After had a walk at the park, Ching Siang called me asking me wanna go to VA, Merdeka Palace or not. I straight away say Yes. She asked me to wear prettier on last night. At that time, im gonna drive my sis to buy dinner because mom din cook for dinner. So, i told Ching Siang that i might be late a little bit. Then, i reach home at 7.30pm. So, i immediately took my shower and dressed up nicely. I wore dress last night. Everyone wore shirt and jeans. I'm d only one wearing dress..hehe! They came at 8.20pm i guess..den i was searching my sis's high heels. Wondering where she put it..den i asked her where's the heels..den she said under the sofa. Adui~

We reached Merdeka Palace at 8.30pm. Last night is ladies night. So, free drinks for all the ladies from 7pm till 9pm. But we had to pay rm 10 for entrance fee. When we went in, its so crowded with Bidayuh or Iban's girls. There's only a few Chinese girls there. The place is full of smokes. Of course, our body are smelly too. Then, we get our free drinks. I dunno what drinks did Foong's gave me. It mixed with cola one. I only had a glass of alcoholic drinks den the second glass is orange juice. haha! I know how to control myself when im clubbing. I neither drink too much nor smoking. Pia and Foong drank 3 glasses and their face are red. Pia blur oledi..Pia and Mary trying to smoke and asking Foong to teach them. Then, they influencing Ching Siang to smoke. Although they trying to influence me, i just say NO to them. hehe! Yi Foong very understand me and she's controlling herself not to influence me. I'm very conscious on that time because i didnt drink too much. hiaks! hiaks! Yi foong and Pia went for a dance and got very "high" that time..After that, we left that place. We went to lobby to take some pictures. After that, we went to Senso, Hilton for second round.

Yi Foong went to withdrawn money at Public Bank before headed off to Hilton. We reach there around 9 almost 10pm. Oh well, the place is so classy, very comfortable. It's not like any other pub outside the town. It's has a good ambience. All the alcoholic drinks there are in a reasonable price except for the bottle alcoholics. I've ordered Pina Colada. The taste is just like pineapple juice. Very nice and d'lish. We'd ordered different alcoholics, so that we can try it. Btw, they serve us free finger foods eh. We took lotsa pictures there. I cant post up the pictures now because the pictures are still at my friend there. Then, Eileen and Jia Wen joined us. They're abit late. Yi Foong asked for bills. It's RM 94 over all. Then, they planned to go to Soho for 3rd round. I cant join them because it's late oledi.

Yi foong sent me home first before headed off to Soho. I reached home around 12.20am. Know what, the gate is locked. I dunno who's the hell lock the gate. Mayb is my dad i guess. My sis told me that daddy is waiting me. Oh gosh, how come my dad suddenly wait me? Most of the time, my parents usually sleep earlier and didnt wait me although im going out at nite. Usually, when i went home quite late, they all already in dreamland. Then, my sis told me that daddy just went to sleep just awhile before i reached home. Oh luckily..if not, he sure will sense that my body got smokes smell. I scared that he will angry at me because everytime when i go out at nite, i sure will go home late one. I know he angry me at heart. hmm~ Next time, i have to control myself not to go home late. If not, he will banned me from going out with friends next time. I cant sleep in because i keep on thinking "will he complains to mom and mom will scold me?" or "is he going to lecture my friends and so on?" or "is he going to banned me from going out with them anymore?" Oh gosh, i scared that will happened to me. I'm felt guilty that time when my sis told me daddy is waiting for me to come home..hmm..i will control myself not to go home late next time..Most late is 11pm because usually Yi foong sent me home around that time. hehe!


*Today, (22nd December 2007),*

I woke up late, erm around 12+ pm. It's noon time d..Actually today is my outing day with my classmates. But then, i sms-ed my friend that i cant go out with them last nite. Mom sure dun allowed me to go out today because i just went out with friends last nite. So i canceled it lo. Actually i plan to go to hilton to make an order of cheesecake as a Xmas gift for my family. They didnt know about it yet except my eldest sis. So, i have to fulfill my promise and I'll go to order it later or tomorrow. Teehee~ My mom and sisters sure will tease me on that.

Oh ya, my friends said im slimmer than before. I felt happy when they said it. haha~ But then, i didnt felt that i've become slimmer. Anyways, thanks for their compliments. hehe~

I'll stop here then. More updates soon for Xmas Eve and Xmas day. Also, New Year Eve too! Maybe i dun have any outing for New Year Eve and Day. Sighs!

B O R E D O M ~

It's been two weeks after the exam ended. Boredom killed me on holidays. Nothing much to do at home besides online, watching tv, clean up the house. How bored it is..Everyday doing the same thing. Mom dun let me go out too often. I dunno why also. I just out for 2 consecutive days. She already start nag at me. I thought we should enjoy life after finished exam?

On this holidays, i plan to go for a diet and lose weight. But then, i keep on craving for foods, especially junk foods. Sighs! Im gaining weight right now. Oh no, i dowan to become a fat pig like before. Im going to start my diet plan soon. If not, i cant buy any pretty clothes on cny.

At this moment, i had an empty mind again. I dunno what to update in my blog..I'll update soon..

Tata~

End of STPM

After today (4th December 2007), im not a greenian anymore.. today is my last exam and sat for geography paper 2. After the clock struck 5.00pm, im felt so excited and relief because no more books, no more attending classes, no more wearing sch uniform, no more nagging by the teachers and the list goes on..Actually i wanna go home and sleep until the earth turn upside down one..but then, my friend invited me to go out and relax and celebrating the end of STPM. I have lotsa fun with my friends just now. I can be myself and didnt care what other ppl think about. I say out whatever i want and no need to see ppl's face..Tonite, we went for dinner at 4 1/2th miles, after that went to malay village opposite waterfront. This is my first time going there at nite. Not bad though..Lotsa gerai there and quite crowded with malay ppl. Some are dating, some are fishing, some having supper and so on. My friend ask me to naik sampan but i dun dare..Got phobia on it..hehe~ After that, we went to hilton's toilet..and took some pictures in there..hiaks hiaks. We bought a cheesecake at hilton. Aiyo, i feel like wanna buy all the cakes and chocolates..it looks so yummylicious but it too expensive lo. Wait till i earn money first, den i will try all the desserts there..haha~ WAIT!!! I will find a rich guy and spend his money there..wahaha! Just kidding only ler..im not this type of girl. But who knows, now im not, mayb in future? haha~ Then went home cut the cake and gave some to my friend. Actually the cake we share money buy one. My friend pay it first. But then, she dowan to accept my money. I dunno whats the reason though. I felt so paiseh leh~ hmm...anyways, when i got my first salary, im gonna treat them a dinner. hehe~ I promise!!!

When i leave the sch, i felt so reluctantly. What has happened in sch will turn into memories. Our life will not be same after leaving the sch. There's no more chit-chatting in class like usual, no need to rush to do history notes thats always caused me to have nightmare every nite [haha], and the list go on. I miss those day we become so childish at sch playing "JADI". There's no harm being childish once in a while right? hehe~ Actually being more childish makes us more happier rather than being so serious in everything we do, right? And it makes us look younger each day? haha~ After leaving the schooling life, our life will going up to another level that might be more challenging? aint it? Till now, i dunno what im going to do in life. I dun have any plans for my future yet. I still dunno what im interested at. I didnt achieve anything since i was born. How shame is it..one word describe it --> FAILURE!!!

In this STPM examination, i always pray that hoping i can do all the questions papers and everything going smoothly each day. I know, God has answered my prayer. Thank God. Ya~ i got sick before two days STPM start. It quite suffering that time and i dun even can do my revision. The only things i can do is resting. That time, I felt like i cant do well in this examination and i will get a bad result. But i didnt give up anyway. I try to study even though im quite weak that time. Mom was so worried about me. I felt so guilty about it. I guess that time is the most suffering time because all of my family members got sick. I didnt telling lies. It's true! I know mom worried that i cant do well on exam, so mom ask sis to go to church and pray. Mom, Thanks alot for what u've done to me. You have shower us with ur love and care. Even though, you always nag at me and scold me for not doing house chores, somehow this is the way to show ur love and care? But then, i always do things that make u angry, angrying you without any reason, disobeying ur words and so on. I felt guilty every time after doing such things towards you. I'm sorry, Mom.. I only can say those words here in blogspot because i dun have to courage to face it infront of her. Oh well, i feel like crying right now.

Anyways, i hope i can get a better result in STPM. This is the only way to makes her happy? I will pray hard for a better result. Besides that, i will pray for my family as well.
Xmas is around the corner. My favourite season..I hope for more fun and enjoyable Xmas Day. I feel so excited and happy when it comes to Xmas. Oh well, i have time to updating my blog on this long long holiday..end here now..toodles =b

STPM - 6 more days to go

STPM is getting nearer and nearer. About 6 more days? Oh no~ I'm so scared, felt desperately, and so on. I have tons of books i need to read up especially history. Oh no~ I've spent about 6hrs of reading just only 2 chapters. sighs~! My reading process is very very slow. Just like tortoise? LoL! Anyways, i have to spend few more hours to read up the book before i sleep later. If not, i will feel more guilty? =.= I dont expect much to get a good result on history paper. Just hope God will let me pass this paper. at least a C for this paper? *pray hard* I know God will always give me support and helps and always stay beside me to protect and look after me. I will try my very best for this examination. See, im trying my best to do my revision for few hrs. I know thats not enough and i started doing revision on last minute, but at least im trying? better than not, rite?

My Auntie and cousins and nephew from Miri coming tomoro. Feel excited? happy? hmm..just so-so. Hehe! Mom asked us to clean the room. Actually i dont feel like cleaning it because im rushing to do my revision? ahha..not that, just being lazy to do house chores recently due to STPM coming soon. Im not the one who clean the room, my sis does it..i just help arrange all the books and ready to throw it away. And also, clean the bookshelf. hehe! I know, i know! It's full of dust and very dirty because i didnt clean it for months? haha..shame to say it out =X Im one of the lazy girl in the family. what to do! haha~ Always act like didnt see the dust and so on. Just because i didnt want to clean it..haha~ Mom always nag at us about it..haha~ we just pretend deaf. hehe! After clean the bookshelf, i do my revision on history subject. spent like 2 1/2 hrs for it and read one whole chapter. Just simply read through. After reading, watch tv and had my dinner and start to read again at 8pm until 11pm. adui~~ Actually i can continue reading one..my sis lo..so annoying saying that she wan to use the pc and ask me go away..grr~ then when i sat on the sofa and wanna start to read again, the tv keep on calling me. grr! very kek tiok one..After finish watching tv, the pc called me again..adui~~ den stuck in this blog page and start blogging. See, so many things attract me and caused me cant studying..Thats make me dont feel like studying. Gonna start studying le..if not, i will feel more guilty wasting time on blogging again. LOL!

missing him is a sin~

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Desperate

Everyone doing their revision now. And im still hanging here to blog something..hmm~! no hope for me liao..all gonna get good result and i will get the bad result. what to do! Well, i didnt put so much hope in this examination..Know why, because i dowan to get much disappointment. What if you work so hard and u didnt get what's u want in return. Disappointed rite? Anyways, i still will do my revision la although i didnt like it so much. hehe!

Today, i woke up around 8.15am and i had tuition class at 9am. I overslept because i sleep at 3.30am just because i'm doing some revision. It's because i didnt do revision whole day yesterday, so i had to do some revision on midnite to avoid the guilty feeling. hehe! I reach sch at 9.15am. When i reach the class, wow! lotsa students. I tot the tuition class is purposely for U6A2. Who knows, the students from U6A1 also come..Then, my friend at the back call me to sit beside him. Luckily got seat for me..Then, crap with Khairul & Fadhullah for awhile. Aiyo, the two of them really crap alot..and make me laugh alot. Then, the class started at 10am due to some LCD problem. After that, i went to darling's house and stay until 12.45pm. I went home around 1+pm den had my lunch. After lunch, suddenly period come. adui~~~ no wonder i go to the toilet twice to do business in the morning. After lunch, i took a nap awhile. Not enough sleep ler..When i woke up, i feel so uncomfortable. My whole body was quite sore. This is what will happen to me when period come. Not so easy to become a girl/woman, rite? LOL..every months have to suffer with the pain for a week or more..

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Recently, I missing someone so badly. He make me smile, make me laugh out loud, and he made up my day. I love hanging out with him. But, too bad, he's not belongs to me. This make me feel so badly day by day. I just can see him with another girl from far. I know, i cant do all such things. This is just a waste of time, rite? So, i just can treat him as my friend.. hmm..feel so desperate right now.


*I miss him so badly* =(

Hari Raya 2007

Third day of Hari Raya. I went for visiting with a bunch of friends yesterday. We've met up at CS's house around 9am. First, we went to Khairul's house. Then, we went to visit from one house to another house..i mean friend's and teacher's house.. Khairul have been a nice guy because he drive us for the whole day. if not him, we wont be able to go visiting anymore..hehe! Anyways, thanks to him.. After visiting, he sent us home and yet, my house at Tabuan here..so far! and he still agree to sent me home safely.. Anyways, i had so much fun yesterday..hehe! I guess this would be our first and da last visiting with a bunch of friends. Because, after STPM, we will separate and go to our own path. *sad* I wish the time will stop at this moment. but my wish will never come true..hmm..

Err..

First post of d month.
Lastnite, i went to Isabella Cafe at 4½th miles with a bunch of friends for a drinks. My friend [Pia] invited me on last minute and i told her i have to ask my mom about it first. At first, my mom dun allowed me to go. But then, i have to flatter her awhile, den at last, she let me to go. She warned me not to come home late. Then i said i'll go home b4 11pm. But then, i reach home at 11.20pm. Fortunately, she didnt nag at me..hehe~! I went out at around 7.55pm and go fetch my friends at rubber road and green road area. Then reach Isabella Cafe around 8.30pm like that. The others oledi waiting inside and playing cards.

I've ordered a drink named Jasmine Tea. The drinks there sux but has good ambience. The place is quite comfortable and can makes you fall asleep there. Lol! But still, i wont recommend this place because it not worth my money although the foods and beverages are quite cheap. If the foods and beverages are not nice, what for we waste our money there, right? btw, the foods there quite nice, just the drinks only..eww! suckss! Ching Siang, Mary and Pia ordered french fries and i just ate a lil bit nia..Pia ordered "Ke Le Ping", i dunno the name in english. hehe! It quite nice la. Pia feed me. Aww! So nice..haha!

After that, we playing cards. Actually, we're gambling..hiaks hiaks. Gonna call police to catch them [included me =S]. Last nite, i'm quite lucky. Win alot! and i din even spend any cents for my drink. My drink cost me Rm3, thats mean i won rm 3 and extra 10cents. haha~ So lucky, right? =D That nite, we didnt took any pictures so no pictures will be posted out because we're busy gambling. We went off at 10.45pm and i sent my friends home again. On the way back home, i use civic centre route and there's an event holding on. And there's lotsa cars parked at road side. I tot it would be traffic jam and so on and scared that i'll reach home late and kena nag by mom. Fortunately, no traffic jam. What pissed me off is those stupid and uneducated malay ppl riding their motorcycles and honning ppl..SO STUPID!!! This is because they didnt eat pork, thats y they getting stupid day by day..haha!

I reach home at 11.20pm. Then, my youngest sis using the pc to play games. So, i do my history essay first because i have to hand in on monday. Half way doing, my sis din use it nymore, so i use it. Chatted with may, dearie Foong and Pia. Talk with Pia on the mic and asking me how to upload pictures on Friendster. After that, she asking how come her name on her profile appeared as Pia Hui..den i teased and laughed at her..haha! Then, i teached her how to change it..Well, i can teach ppl how to use the friendster since im quite pro in it oledi because i've used it for yrs d..haha~ After awhile, i went to do my essay awhile. After that, went to dreamland. Before sleeping, i got headache. Then, suddenly raining..everytime b4 raining, i will get headache. After raining, den my sickness cured. Then, i finally sleep in..

Oh ya, Wish my sis a happy 23rd blessed birthday~!!! And happy 19th Birthday to me in advance~ =P

That's all. Toodles~ =P