STPM - 6 more days to go

STPM is getting nearer and nearer. About 6 more days? Oh no~ I'm so scared, felt desperately, and so on. I have tons of books i need to read up especially history. Oh no~ I've spent about 6hrs of reading just only 2 chapters. sighs~! My reading process is very very slow. Just like tortoise? LoL! Anyways, i have to spend few more hours to read up the book before i sleep later. If not, i will feel more guilty? =.= I dont expect much to get a good result on history paper. Just hope God will let me pass this paper. at least a C for this paper? *pray hard* I know God will always give me support and helps and always stay beside me to protect and look after me. I will try my very best for this examination. See, im trying my best to do my revision for few hrs. I know thats not enough and i started doing revision on last minute, but at least im trying? better than not, rite?

My Auntie and cousins and nephew from Miri coming tomoro. Feel excited? happy? hmm..just so-so. Hehe! Mom asked us to clean the room. Actually i dont feel like cleaning it because im rushing to do my revision? ahha..not that, just being lazy to do house chores recently due to STPM coming soon. Im not the one who clean the room, my sis does it..i just help arrange all the books and ready to throw it away. And also, clean the bookshelf. hehe! I know, i know! It's full of dust and very dirty because i didnt clean it for months? haha..shame to say it out =X Im one of the lazy girl in the family. what to do! haha~ Always act like didnt see the dust and so on. Just because i didnt want to clean it..haha~ Mom always nag at us about it..haha~ we just pretend deaf. hehe! After clean the bookshelf, i do my revision on history subject. spent like 2 1/2 hrs for it and read one whole chapter. Just simply read through. After reading, watch tv and had my dinner and start to read again at 8pm until 11pm. adui~~ Actually i can continue reading one..my sis lo..so annoying saying that she wan to use the pc and ask me go away..grr~ then when i sat on the sofa and wanna start to read again, the tv keep on calling me. grr! very kek tiok one..After finish watching tv, the pc called me again..adui~~ den stuck in this blog page and start blogging. See, so many things attract me and caused me cant studying..Thats make me dont feel like studying. Gonna start studying le..if not, i will feel more guilty wasting time on blogging again. LOL!

missing him is a sin~

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Desperate

Everyone doing their revision now. And im still hanging here to blog something..hmm~! no hope for me liao..all gonna get good result and i will get the bad result. what to do! Well, i didnt put so much hope in this examination..Know why, because i dowan to get much disappointment. What if you work so hard and u didnt get what's u want in return. Disappointed rite? Anyways, i still will do my revision la although i didnt like it so much. hehe!

Today, i woke up around 8.15am and i had tuition class at 9am. I overslept because i sleep at 3.30am just because i'm doing some revision. It's because i didnt do revision whole day yesterday, so i had to do some revision on midnite to avoid the guilty feeling. hehe! I reach sch at 9.15am. When i reach the class, wow! lotsa students. I tot the tuition class is purposely for U6A2. Who knows, the students from U6A1 also come..Then, my friend at the back call me to sit beside him. Luckily got seat for me..Then, crap with Khairul & Fadhullah for awhile. Aiyo, the two of them really crap alot..and make me laugh alot. Then, the class started at 10am due to some LCD problem. After that, i went to darling's house and stay until 12.45pm. I went home around 1+pm den had my lunch. After lunch, suddenly period come. adui~~~ no wonder i go to the toilet twice to do business in the morning. After lunch, i took a nap awhile. Not enough sleep ler..When i woke up, i feel so uncomfortable. My whole body was quite sore. This is what will happen to me when period come. Not so easy to become a girl/woman, rite? LOL..every months have to suffer with the pain for a week or more..

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Recently, I missing someone so badly. He make me smile, make me laugh out loud, and he made up my day. I love hanging out with him. But, too bad, he's not belongs to me. This make me feel so badly day by day. I just can see him with another girl from far. I know, i cant do all such things. This is just a waste of time, rite? So, i just can treat him as my friend.. hmm..feel so desperate right now.


*I miss him so badly* =(